Chapter 14 - Chester’s Gifts
Our
friend Chester arrives at our house unexpectedly. My Dad and he work together
over at the government building. Sometimes they go fishing in the canyon outside
of town. They walk up the canyon, in the water, fishing the pools as the water
flows down through the rocks and gorges to the valley. Dad
took me horseback riding in the canyon once. It was so much fun, my horse was
named Rosy. We rode across the desert and then up into the canyon. Rosy stopped
and drank water from the stream. She pulled the rains right out of my hand. I
was almost knocked right off of her into the river. The
water is so crystal clear and clean you can drink it. Everywhere
in the canyon are quaking aspen trees with leaves that shake in the wind, as if
they are dancing. That’s why they call them quaking aspen. The sun reflects
off of them causing them to shimmer like stars shinning in the night. Chester
is a Native American and he has a home in town. He’s tall, with long straight
black hair down to his shoulders. Usually he wears blue jeans with cowboy boots
and a nice shirt with a collar, which is left hanging out, never tucked in. His
large stomach hangs over his belt buckle. Chester is an artist. He paints
pictures of deserts and Indians. His
mother lives near by in the one of the oldest homes around. Heather is her name,
and she is the tribal medicine woman. Their
Indian word for Medicine Woman is “newe pohakanten.” The medicine woman is
very important in Indian culture. She gives remedies made from herbs and roots.
If someone is really sick, she summons help from spirits to cure them. She also
uses the same herbs and roots to protect the tribe from evil. Chester
and I are outside and let Neewa off her chain so she can run around. He
looks around at the yard, “Look at all the holes.” Neewa
is running around. Chester picks up one of her toys and throws it. In no time
she brings it back to him and drops it on the ground near his feet. “Smart
little pup you are,” Chester acknowledges as he throws her toy again. Chester
watches Neewa go down into one of her holes to get out her favorite toy. Looking
at me, then at Neewa again he exclaims, “She’s a coy dog, must be a coy dog,
look at the holes. I never saw a dog dig holes like that. Those holes are more
like coyote dens. Look at that, she can go down and turn around inside, just
like a coyote.” He
laughs watching Neewa closely, “You got a coyote there.” “Hey,
what’s that pink thing in her mouth?” He reaches out to grab it. Before
he can get close enough to touch Neewa’s tongue, I shout, “It’s her
tongue!” The
words came out of my mouth quickly from all the practice I get. “That’s
her tongue?” He pulls his hand back just in time. “Oh,
I thought she had something stuck in her mouth,” He says laughing and shaking
his head in disbelief. “Chester,
the distemper almost killed her, it rotted out some of her teeth. Now her tongue
falls out,” I explain. He
laughs and Neewa looks at us. She tilts her head with her tongue hanging out the
side as if to say, “What are you guys laughing at?” Chester
knows all about dogs and coyotes, he hunts deer and all kinds of wild game.
Having lived here all his life, he must know what he is talking about. I
ask him, wanting to know what the future might hold for Neewa and I. “Will she
get vicious and bite? Or run back to the desert to be wild again?” Chester
says with confidence, “You don’t have to worry about Neewa. She will be a
good pet. You’d have known by now if she were mean or vicious. Most
coy dogs are friendly and make good pets. My aunt has a coy dog and it’s good
with kids and other pets too.” I
ask him again for reassurance, even if it might annoy him, “Are you sure she
isn’t going to go back to the desert?” “No,
I don’t think so, but anything can happen.” Chester
shrugs his shoulders and then adds, “I brought Neewa a charm for her collar.
Can I put it on her?” “Sure,
what kind of charm is it?” Chester
laughs, “It will protect her from evil.” I
look at Chester with questions written all over my face, trying to judge his
seriousness. My mind flashes back to Doctor Cuthberson’s office and the Indian
Medicine Man’s mask, and the artifacts. Then I think about the orbs we
captured on video at his ranch the day we went to pick Neewa up. My
thoughts wonders back to the dream I had about Neewa’s family watching over
the murdered gambler found in the desert, next to the old Indian tomb. Why
does Chester want to protect Neewa from evil? He did say evil didn’t he? Finally
Chester says laughing, “The evil dogcatcher, that’s who.” Now serious he
continues, “I don’t want Neewa to be caught by him again. The charm is a
tribal ID tag, most of our dogs have them. With
this charm on her, the dogcatcher won’t take her back to the pound. He will
recognize the tag and know Neewa is an Indian dog. It makes a sound too, so you
can hear her in the distance.” I
breathed a sigh of relief, “Oh cool, I don’t want her going back to the
pound.” I
talk to Neewa, “Did you hear that Neewa? Your officially an Indian dog.” “Where
did you get it?” I asked Chester, wondering about the charm. “Doctor
Cuthberson gave it to me for Neewa. He told me to tell you that Neewa doesn’t
have to come back for her follow-up. But she should wear the charm so she
doesn’t go back to the pound.” Chester
pulls a painting from his car, “John, I almost forgot why I came here. This
painting is for you and your family.” Forgetting
about the charm, ghosts, evil, orbs, the dogcatcher, Doctor Cuthberson, and
Indian Spirits, I look at Dad. Dad
looks at Chester, then at the painting, and back again at Chester. Dad
is noticeably surprised and shocked. It
is a beautiful painting, a black and white desert landscape done in acrylic. Dad
does not know what to say as he blurts out, “Chester, thank you, how can I
ever repay you?” “I
want you and your family to have this painting. I don’t want you to forget us
when you move away. We will not forget.” Chester
knew that most government workers move away after about a year. They go back
home where they came from. He
spoke up again, “John, Christina, I got to go, see you guys.” I
say, “Good bye Chester thanks for the charm.” Chester
replies, “Indians don’t say good bye. The words good by are not in our
language so there is no good bye for Indians. We believe that when we die, we
pass into the next life. We all see each other in the after life, the Spirit
World, no need to say good bye.” He
gets into the car and says to Dad, “Oh you have to bring your kids over to my
Mothers.” Dad
replies, “Sounds like fun, my kids know your sister Diane.” Chester
adds, “Mom wants to meet all of you, Neewa too. She has some herbs to give
you.” “See
you guys,” Chester waves and drives off. Chapter 15 - The Tribal Historian
Jackie
and I are grocery shopping downtown at the market. Dad is running some errands
and will catch up with us later. Surprisingly,
Chester and Marvin are over by the frozen food section. Jackie and I walk over
to say hi. I met Marvin a while ago through Chester. Marvin
is the Tribal Historian, a Piute and Shoshone Indian and a cousin of
Chester’s. He is not the outdoorsman type. He doesn’t hunt, fish, or camp
out, but he does want to be a lawyer. Marvin
works at my school doing I don’t know what and is a student at the local
community college. He’s short and stout with short hair and a bubble butt.
He always wears dress slacks, a pressed shirt, and a tie. The tie is
always loose around the neck and his shirt’s top button is always left undone.
If it is not too hot he wears a blazer. Marvin
has kind of a different way about him. I don’t care what people say about him,
he’s been nice to my family and me. He
always looks like he’s in a hurry, working frantically to meet some deadline
or complete a very important project. When
we get closer to Chester and Marvin, I realize they are in a heated discussion.
Marvin’s round face is bright red and his mouth is going a mile a minute. He
is mad about something, and he is telling Chester about it. Jackie
and I step up to hear what they are saying. Marvin turns toward us to include us
in the conversation. “Hi
you guys, how you guys doing?” He asks in his usual sultry whining tone. Marvin
and a lot of other people out West always say, “You guys”, it is the way
people talk out here. “Good,
good, what’s up?” I reply. Marvin
answers in a harsh and disgusted tone, “My professor at college is stupid.” “What
happen?” I ask. “This
teacher is giving me a hard time about me not knowing what a word means,”
Marvin whines, he always whines. “I
never heard this word before. Where was I supposed to hear it? I don’t even
know what that word means, and I’m the Tribal Historian. We don’t even have
this word in our language.” Marvin
is so mad but he continues talking, spewing disgust, and bitterness. Spit shoots
from between his oversized lips. “Who
does he think he is?” Marvin adds. Jackie
whispers to me, “Ask him what the word is.” “No
shush.” I look at Marvin. Marvin
continues, “That teacher makes me so mad, he didn’t believe me. He said I
was lying and that I got the question wrong on purpose. I would never do that,
lie like that. I could just scream.” I
could see that Jackie wanted to know what the word is. She could not resist
speaking up and asking Marvin the question. “Marvin,
what is the word?” Jackie asks with an impatient tone. Marvin
looks at us and then at Chester, then back at us again. “That
professor is wrong,” He is angry now, you can see it in his face. “What
is it? What is it?” Jackie says annoyed with the whole thing, now. Finally
Marvin blurts it out, “Pedestrian, pedestrian!” “Pedestrian?”
I repeat, not knowing the meaning of the word either, “Never heard that word
before either.” Bewildered,
and at a loss for words Jackie looks at me. Marvin
just shrugs. “Marvin
I don’t know what that word means either, never heard of it,” I empathize. Jackie
whispers in my ear, “Someone crossing a street or walking.” How
would Marvin know what the word pedestrian means? Most Indians his age haven’t
left their colony or reservation except to go away to high school. I
talk with Marvin for a while longer, trying to calm him down. Chester
finally adds, “That teacher is wrong, and not considering that we are
different, we are not white people like him.” Chester
and Marvin start walking off into the market. Each says with a smile, “See you
guys later.” I
reply, “Good bye.” Chester
laughs, “Indians don’t say good bye.” Marvin
raises his arm and hand as if to say wait a minute, “Christina, I almost
forgot, how is that puppy of yours doing?” I
reply smiling, “She is doing really great, completely recovered. I thought we
were going to lose her, but thanks to Doctor Cuthberson, he saved her.” “Oh,
I know Doc Cuthberson, he is a great doctor,” Marvin adds. “I want you to
bring Neewa to our Tribal History Meeting on Thursday night at seven o’clock.
Give a little talk about how you adopted Neewa at the pound. It will encourage
others to adopt animals. Coy dogs played an important role in the protection of
our village’s hundreds of years ago. They alerted the tribes to bears, wolves,
and intruders approaching our villages. Come early so the kids can play with
Neewa. The
meeting is for all ages, anyone can get up and give a presentation. It’s like
show and tell, and everyone there is interested in our history or they
wouldn’t come,” he laughs. “Okay,
I’ll bring her early. Dad will probably drop me off,” I answer, uncertain
why they want me to give a talk? Chester
and Marvin are talking about something as they walk off. I
hear Chester say, “Neewa has spirit,” or something like that. Marvin
answers, “Does Christina know?” Then
they disappear down one of the isles talking in their Native language. *** Jackie
and I are looking for Dad, he’s around here somewhere. “Dad,
what are you doing by the dairy products? I got all this stuff already, look,”
Aggravated, I point into the shopping cart. We
finish getting our supplies and check out. On
the way home, I tell him about Marvin and his problem, and Neewa’s invitation
to the Tribal History meeting on Thursday night. Dad
says, “I agree with Chester, Indians are different. Their culture is not the
same as ours.” “I’ll
tell you a story about different cultures,” Dad begins. I
interrupt, “Dad, I don’t want to hear one of your long boring lectures.
I’m not in school.” Jackie
sighs, “No stories please Dad.” Dad
continues his story about different cultures, he begins, “It was about two
months ago, I had a talk with the Tribal Chairman Jake.” “No,
No,” I yell putting my fingers in my ears, “I don’t want to hear it.” Jackie
has a change of heart to annoy me, “Go ahead Dad, I’m listening, but make it
quick.” Dad
continues with his story, “I saw the Tribal Chairman sitting in his pickup
truck so I walked over to him. “Jake,”
I nodded, “Monday is Columbus Day.” Jake
is his white name, most Indians have a white name and an Indian name. They only
use their Indian Name when they are with Indians. “Yeah
so what does that have to do with anything?” Jake laughed at me with a
peculiar smile. Jake
continued, “Columbus is the one who started all the trouble for Indians.” I
stumble over my words a little taken back by his words, but I finally say,
“Tomorrow is a federal holiday and I want the day off, I’m a federal
employee.” “You want the day
off?” Jake laughed out loud. “Some
guinea (gi-nee) gets lost at sea and you want the day off,” Jake laughed a
belly laugh. And he continued to laughed and laughed, and I started laughing
too. We laughed together. Then
Jake said, and I’ll never forget his words, “John you can take off any day
you want.” And he drove off without saying another word. “Now
that is a cultural difference,” Dad grins. I
interrupt, “Oh my God, I’m so bored. If you don’t stop with your dull
stories I’m going to scream.” Jackie
pats Dad on the shoulder, “Dad, you are done with the history lesson, too much
is no good.” I
hate listening to Dads stories. He thinks he is cool. I tell him, Dad you are
not cool. Dad
sighs, “I felt a closeness with Jake for those few moments as we laughed
together. I think he felt the same way. The
next week I heard that Jake had died in a car accident. Too many accidents
happened around here.” As
we drive home, I think about Jake and how many car accidents there have been
lately. It’s sad to see the families missing a loved one. Jake
was Tribal Chairman and he was always making me laugh and tickling me. I hung
out with him at one of Dad’s bring your family to work gatherings. He was
always playing pranks on people and making everyone laugh. He was so much fun to
be with. The
Tribal Chairman of an Indian tribe is just like the Prime Minister of England.
We are studying England in History. Both are the leaders of their governments
and elected by the people. The Tribal Chairman is the leader of the Tribal
Council just like the Prime Minister is leader of the Parliament. The
government of England and governments of Indian Tribes have a lot in common. In
England the Parliament makes the laws. On the reservation the Tribal Council
makes the laws. They are also similar because the Parliament is made up of
elected members and the Tribal Council is also made up of elected councilmen and
councilwoman. But
the biggest similarity is that the Chief of a tribe is just like the King and
Queen of England. He’s a figurehead and has no official power in the tribe,
yet he has influence on everything. The Chief is a descendant of previous chiefs
of that tribe and has the same family bloodline. Similarly the King and Queen of
England have little official power, but lots of authority. The King or Queen of
England also has the bloodline of the previous monarchs of England. Finally
we are home, I fly out of the car, “Dad, I’m taking Neewa for a walk, be
back in little while.” “Ok,
don’t go too far, it’s late and you have school tomorrow,” He agrees. I
laugh, “You worry too much, I have Neewa now.” Dad
always used to say, don’t walk anywhere alone. Now
he says, Take Neewa with you wherever you go. Neewa
and I love to stroll around town looking at everyone’s flower gardens and
pretty homes. It’s
warm tonight and I want to walk a while, just to get away from everyone. Neewa
and I hike around ten blocks before we decide to turn back. I
tell Neewa as we pass a charming white cape cod, “I love that one. We had a
house like that back home, but that was before Mom moved away. We had to sell
it. I wish we never came out West. I miss my friends, Grandma, Grandpa, and most
of all Mom.” “Oh
Neewa you look so silly with your tongue hanging out the side of your mouth,”
I chuckle. Before
I know it, we are back home and it’s time to go to bed. *** Thursday
already, and I forgot all about the tribal history meeting tonight. Lucky thing
Dad reminded me at breakfast. I have that English report to do too. I’ll worry
about the tribal history meeting later, after I do my report. Meanwhile,
I’ve got to get the bus, “Bye Dad, love you.” *** That
night after dinner Dad is driving Neewa and me to the tribal building. As I get
out of the car I tell myself not to worry it’s just like show and tell.
Anyway, I love talking about Neewa. But I don’t like getting up in front of a
group of people and talking. One
good thing, this presentation will get me an extra credit grade in history. My
history teacher, Mrs. Bats is a tribe member, a Washoe Indian. She told the
class, she is going to give extra credit for any presentation about history
outside of school. To
qualify for extra credit my presentation has to be about history. Since Neewa is
a coy dog, and coy dog’s protected Indian villages hundreds of years ago, my
talk about Neewa qualifies. I’ll get an extra credit grade, not just a few
points. Right
now, my History average is seventy-seven. If I get it up to an eighty, I can get
a B. Dad pays three dollars for B’s and five dollars for A’s, nothing for
C’s. Get a D, you lose your laptop until you bring up the grade. Don’t even
think about getting an F. The
Tribal History meeting is in the new two-story building on the reservation. My
eyes light up as I walk into the foyer. To my left is an enormous eagle in a
glass case. Its wings are spread out and span five feet from wing tip to wing
tip, showing all the beautiful feathers. Other displays of Indian artifacts,
ancient tools, hunting points, and spears heads line the other side of the
entrance. Original paintings of Chiefs, early villages, and warriors on
horseback are hung on the walls. A
beading display with a loom and pictures of techniques are in the corner. According
to this directory I am looking at, offices make up the second floor, with suites
for the Tribal Chairman, Tribal Council, a meeting room, and a recreation room.
The other half of the second floor is a jewelry workshop, where they make silver
jewelry with turquoise and coral stones. In
another corner is a diagram with the Chiefs Family Tree. It displays the
bloodline that starts around the 1500’s and depicts all the descendants down
through the generations to the present. On
another wall in big bold letters is, “Tribal Historian Members Project.” It
is more like a tribal family tree, with the names of all the members that ever
lived. The list dates back hundreds of years, showing all the different families
through the years. Some
of the living members have their white name under their Indian name. Each
member that is dead has a gravestone symbol and the words, At Rest or Not At
Rest. What that means, I don’t know? Seems to me if your dead your at rest,
like it or not. I
see Marvin who is in charge of the project. I
ask him, “What does the At Rest and Not At Rest mean?” Marvin
pauses hesitating before he speaks, “At Rest means that the tribal member’s
body is here on the reservation and therefore their spirit is here At Rest. After
an Indian dies, we believe that the spirit lives on in the Spirit World. Members
of our tribe who have died must be brought back here to our Indian burial ground
to enter the Spirit World. If
someone dies far away, or their body disappeared, turned to dust, or never
found, their spirits are Not At Rest. Those spirits Not At Rest wonder the earth
trying to return to us.” I
remark, “Oh, I get it, you have to be buried here to be At Rest.” “Yes”
Marvin nodds, “But if your body is not returned here, it is possible your
spirit can come back in another being.” “Oh
cool, I get it.” Mrs.
Bats, my history teacher, walks over to talk to Marvin and me. She
pets Neewa and she wags her tail. I
blurt out nervously, “I don’t really know what I am suppose to say.” Marvin
replies, “Just tell that wonderful story about Neewa. Start with when she was
a puppy, how you went to the pound and found her. Explain to everyone what the
dogcatcher said when you were leaving the pound. Then let everyone know how she
got the name “Neewa”, and what it means. Chester
told me about the holes in your yard. Everyone will laugh when they hear that
stories. You could explain how Neewa got sick with distemper, and how you found
Doctor Cuthberson.” Marvin
laughs, “Then give them some time to ask questions. That’s all, it will be
fine.” As
I enter the room with Neewa everyone applauds. I am sure they are applauding
Neewa. The little kids call Neewa to come by them and she meanders through the
isles getting pets and pats on the head from the kids. She goes around the room
to everyone in the hall as I speak. Everything is going just like Marvin said it
would, and Neewa is a big hit as usual. Standing
at the podium in the front of the room, I talk about Neewa’s life. I start
with when I got her at the pound and how I found her name in the book and what
it means. Everyone laughs when I tell them about how she digs holes in the yard.
And a few wows come from the audience when I tell them about her close call with
death, the disease distemper. When
I stop talking, I ask if anyone has any questions. One
person wants to know. “Where did you get the book on Shoshone Language? What
is the name of the book?” “I
don’t know,” I say, “But I will ask my Dad and we will give the
information to Marvin to give to you.” A
boy asks, “What is that sticking out of her mouth?” Having
forgotten the part about her teeth, I explain how distemper caused her to lose
some of her teeth. I tell everyone that Neewa lost many of the teeth in the
middle of her jaw. And that is the place where her tongue falls out the side of
her mouth. A
little girl asks, “Do you know, Neewa has a spirit?” Everyone laughs. I
answer, “No, I don’t know she has a spirit.” With
no other questions everyone applauds, all the kids have already gotten up and
begun calling and petting Neewa. The
presentation is over and it seems to have gone well. I finished the story in
about ten minutes. I
wonder if anyone knows that I want to be a writer, I think to myself. I
can feel the cool air, as Neewa and I wait to be picked up by Dad and Jackie. Marvin hurries from an office on the first floor and comes over to thank me, “Thanks for coming and speaking at the History Council meeting. Christina, I am so very busy with all my projects, school, and the meetings. That was great! I am so glad you came,” He runs off directing someone to do something as he turns the corner and goes out of sight. Mrs.
Bats, my history teacher comes over to Neewa and me as we wait at the front
door. She
says, “You gave a very good presentation. Would you like to give the same
presentation in history class tomorrow?” I
answer, “I don’t know if they will let me bring Neewa to school.” Mrs.
Bats laughs and says, “Without Neewa will be fine.” As
Dad and Jackie pull up to the front door I say, “Good-bye Mrs. Bats.” “See
you Christina,” She replies. I
get in the car and we drive off. “Christina
how did it go?” Dad asks. Annoyed
to have to talk anymore, “It went fine Dad, I don’t want to talk about it. I
just want to go home, take a hot shower and go to bed.” “I
just want to be left alone,” I tell him one more time hoping this will be the
end of the conversation. “One
funny thing did happen. A little girl asked me, “Did I know Neewa has a
Spirit?” Dad
replies, “Yeah that is a funny question. What did you say?” I
said, “No, I didn’t know Neewa has a spirit.” Looking
at Neewa, both Dad and I ask her at the same time, “Neewa, do you have a
spirit?” Neewa looks at me, tilts
her head with her tongue hanging out and then barks, “Roooof.” Chapter 16 - The Pumpkin Pies
Our
family is making plans for the holiday. This will be my first Thanksgiving with
Neewa. Dad wants us to visit
our friends Manny and Margaret for the weekend. They live about four hours from
here. I like the idea of going there for the holiday because Manny and Margaret
are fun. Manny
is a member of the Gosh Ute tribe and he works for the government with my Dad.
He and Margaret visited us a few times and stayed over night at our house. Manny,
Margaret, Dad, Jackie and I have done all kinds of neat stuff. We went on a
rollercoaster called Speed The Ride, which goes seventy miles per hour. It’s
at the Nascar Café and one of the fastest and highest rollercoaster’s in the
world. Another
time Manny took us to a water park called the Wild Island Adventure. It has
water slides, wave pools, and all kinds of fun rides. Manny
likes to have fun and that’s why I like him. One time we went to this swimming
club in town. Even though you had to be a member to get in, Manny got us in. We
had a blast in the pools, water slides, and sprinklers. Another
time at a big barbeque with Manny we played softball and met lots of people from
where Dad works. Grandma
and Grandpa want us to come home to New Jersey for the holiday. But it is too
far and cost too much money to go back East. This
year we will go home to see everyone around New Years maybe. I want to go home
for good. I miss everyone so much, especially my friends. Tomorrow
we will be leaving for Manny’s Thanksgiving dinner. His home is about two
hundred miles from here. Dad
asks me, “Can you and Jackie make pumpkin pies to bring to the holiday
dinner?” “Yeah
Dad, I’ll make them,” Jackie yells. I
answer, “I’ll help Jackie.” I
want Jackie to make the pies while I just hang out and watch movies on my
laptop. We
decide to make three pumpkin pies. As soon as Jackie gets started, I can slip
away without anyone noticing. They will never know. Dad
is preparing dinner. Neewa is watching everyone as she stays in the kitchen
under the table and to observe everything that is going on. Neewa likes to smell
all the foods being prepared and cooked. I
help Jackie measure out the ingredients for the pies. The pies we’re bringing
are made of real pumpkin. Each
pie is made with three quarter cup sugar, one teaspoon cinnamon, half teaspoon
salt, half teaspoon ginger, quarter teaspoon cloves, two eggs, two cups mashed
pumpkin and one and a half cups of milk. The
first step in the process is to cook the Halloween pumpkin that we saved since
October. I begin by boiling two quarts of water on the stove. After cleaning out
the pumpkin and cutting it into cubes, I boil them for thirty minutes or until
soft. Then I let the pumpkin cool, so I can peel and mash it. I
add the other ingredients to the mashed pumpkin and put everything into a big
bowl for later. Next
I begin to make the piecrust dough. The dough is easy, just three quarters cup
of shortening, half teaspoon salt, one teaspoon milk, quarter cup hot water, and
two cups of flour for each pie. Mix
it all together and knead the dough for five minutes. I let the dough sit for a
little while, as I get out the wax paper and prepare the surface of the counter. Now
I roll the dough out into three big flat pieces for the piecrusts. Jackie
puts each piece of dough in a nine inch round pie plate and cuts away the excess
dough at the edges. We
are almost done as I pour the filling with the mashed pumpkin and ingredients
into the dough lined pie plates. Pinch
the dough around the edges, and put the pies into the oven to bake at three
hundred fifty degrees for twenty-five minutes. It
doesn’t take long for the pies to smell up the entire house. Pumpkin pie
smells are everywhere. Finally we are done. “Whew,
I’m tired, I’m going to lay down,” At last. These
are the best smelling pumpkin pies I’ve ever made. They are made the old
fashion way from fresh pumpkin cooked in a big pot and mashed by hand. Even the
dough for the crust is home made. The
pies look and smell so good, way better than the frozen pumpkin pies from the
freezer section of the grocery store. It
sure would have been a lot easier to get the frozen ones. Dad
takes the fresh pies from the oven and places them on the counter to cool. After
dinner we all want to go shopping for additional supplies for tomorrow’s trip.
Jackie and I are going to a couple of stores to pick up some things. We drive
along the side streets avoiding the main highway as Dad talks about the trip. Dad
remarks, “We’re going to Manny’s house on his reservations. There are only
about ninety people living on this one.” “Christina
read me the directions,” He hands me a paper with scribbling on it. As
I’m about to read the directions he got from Manny … Dad interrupts. “The
trip is going to take all day. Manny wasn’t sure of the name of one of the
roads. He said there would be a sign,” Dad remembers. We
have never made this trip before. I’m looking forward to going on a new
adventure. I
also want to see my friends Manny and Margaret because I have lots of fun with
them. Dad
tells me that their Indian Reservation is different from the one near our home.
For one thing, it’s in the middle of nowhere and far from any town. All of the
land around it is government owned, cattle ranches, or desert. The land
doesn’t grow anything but sagebrush, cactus, and some desert grasses because
it doesn’t rain. It’s so dry you can’t grow corn or hay or anything. The
desert land is so baron, it barely supports the cattle they raise on it. Once or
twice a week the ranchers have to bring hay to the cattle, so they don’t
starve. Dad says one head of cattle needs five acres of desert to survive for
just one year. There
are no businesses near the reservation where we are going. A combination general
store and gas station is about three miles away. And there aren’t any doctors
or hospitals for over a hundred miles. The
people out there have very little income. What they do make comes from ranching
and government subsidies. Young families and older people are the only ones that
live there anymore because most of the middle aged people left for better jobs
in the cities. They
have a one-room schoolhouse for kindergarten to eighth grade. After that the
kids go away to residential high schools. Some
of the houses on the reservations are made of railroad ties and some have no
electricity or even bathrooms. Usually the outhouses are located about twenty
feet from the homes. The Indian word for outhouse is “gwida-gahni”. It
has been a bad year for this band of Indians. There were three bad accidents,
and each was related to alcohol use. Dad was told that a total of three people
died. Some say it was bad spirits that killed them. My
Dad shrugs his shoulders and shakes his head, “It is tragic. Something needs
to be done. That’s more than three percent of the population in one year. If
that continues, the reservation will be a ghost town in a few decades.” Our
town is very different from where Manny lives. We have an interstate highway and
a railroad going right through the middle. There are lots of stores, gas
stations, and businesses. There
is an ambulance squad, hospital, lots of doctors and even a newspaper. Income
around here is mostly from tourism, fishing, hunting, and lots of people just
passing through on their way to California or East. Dad says our town makes
money from hotels, casinos, and special bars like Rose’s, Toni’s, and
Sue’s. It’s
the county seat and that means lots of government offices and schools. It has
the county fair grounds, an airport, and a community college too. On
the outskirts of town there is cattle and sheep ranching, even mining. The
reservation we live near has just a couple homes made of railroad ties, maybe
only one or two. Most of the homes are conventional ones with three bedrooms,
bathrooms, and electricity. Yet
tragedy still strikes this reservation too. I remember one day not too long ago
a Tribal Councilmen’s wife went off the road, rolled her truck, and died. Some
of Dad’s friends at work whispered stories about the cause of the accident. I
remember when Dad heard about it he shrugged his shoulders and said, “There is
too much drinking going on around here.” Chapter 17 - Neewa’s Spirit Flew
It’s
late and I arrive back home with Dad and Jackie after shopping. As I walk in the
door Neewa jumps up on me to give her welcome home kisses and get scratches. This
is not unusual she always does this. Neewa misses me when I leave home without
her. She does not like to be left out of any trips and she is always excited
when I return home. Her tail is hitting the wall, thud, thud, thud. She jumps
around and wags her tail continuously until I reach down to stroke her. I pet
her and put my jacket on the hook near the door. Jackie
screams, “Dad, the pumpkin pies are gone!” As
I look around for the thieves, I see no sign of anyone in the house. No door is
broken and no window smashed in. Dad
comes bursting into the house and runs over to Jackie, “What happen? Are you
alright?” “Look
at this Dad. The pies are gone!” Jackie investigates the scene, “Empty pie
plates are all over the kitchen floor!” Dad
and Jackie stand frozen looking at each other, perplexed. Neewa
looks different, a little funny. As I inspect her more closely I can see a small
orange stain on the white fur above her black lips. I look at Neewa again,
closer this time. There’s another blemish on the top of her paw between her
toes. And as I look down the hall, I see fresh paw prints. I’m
frowning and my hands are on my hips, “It was not thieves.” “Oh
boy,” Jackie exclaims, “She ate all three pies and she didn’t even leave
us one.” “I
can’t believe you did this Neewa. You ate all of our pies. How did you get up
on the counter?” I
hide my laugh, as I know Jackie and Dad are disappointed, but I burst out
laughing anyway, “Ha Ha Ha Neewa, how did you get the pies? You would have had
to fly through the air to get up on the counter?” I
can hear Dad yell, “Bad girl, bad Neewa, go lay down.” Neewa’s
tail and ears drop down, but I don’t think she knows what she did wrong. I
look at the aluminum pie plates scattered around the kitchen. I’m
very disappointed. I want to cry. We have nothing to bring for the dinner
tomorrow. And all that work was for nothing. Well almost nothing, Neewa got a
good meal out of it. Jackie
is running to the door, pulling Neewa outside by the collar, “Oh boy, you are
going to be sick.” Dad
sighs, “Make sure you get the chain on her Jackie, we don’t want her to get
lost before the trip tomorrow.” Dad
exclaims, “Hey look, I left the digital camera on the counter. The motion
detector started the camera when Neewa climbed up and ate the pies.” I
joke, trying to lighten up the situation a little, “Maybe we will see her
floating up onto the counter like a ghost.” Jackie
laughs as she comes back in the door, “Ha, ha, she didn’t climb up on the
counter, she flew up like a bird.” We
all laugh and then go back to cleaning up her mess. All
of a sudden Dad is running out the door. “What’s
the matter? Where are you going?” I yell to him as I sway back and forth
hanging out the door. His
words are muffled as he closes the car door and drives off, “I’ll check the
camera when I get back. You guys wait here.” In
just fifteen minutes he’s back at the house with two brown bags of groceries. “Dad
where did you go? What in the world did you buy?” I asked him as he walks in
the door. Unpacking
he declares, “I drove to the supermarket, ran in and got three frozen nine
inch piecrusts and six cans of pumpkin. Okay everyone, we are going to make
three more pies tonight.” I
sigh, “Tonight?” “You
guys get out the bowls.” He directs us as he turns on the oven. Jackie
and I pitch in. I get out the bowls while Jackie gathers the rest of the
ingredients that we already have. Before
I know it, we measure and mix the batter for three pies, pour them into the
store bought pie plates, and pop them into the oven. It
isn’t long before the house is filled with the smell of pumpkin pies, again.
About thirty minutes later, we have three pies. But this time I put them right
into the refrigerator. I
frown looking out the window at Neewa, “Neewa we are letting the pies cool
down in the refrigerator this time.” Neewa
is still outside and probably will be till morning. I hope she’s feeling
better by then. We’re
all relieved to have pumpkin pies to bring on our trip. Everything seems better
now. Chapter 18 - The Desert
I
wake up early Thanksgiving morning and help Dad finish packing the car. We are
ready to leave. Neewa is the last one to get in. She is so excited and jumps
around the back seat like a jumping bean. Off
we drive with plenty of time to get there for dinner, at least that is the plan.
During the first part of the trip we approach the beautiful Ruby Mountains. Deep
in the canyons are quaking aspen trees with leaves shaking in the breeze. The
leaves reflect the sun and twinkle like flashlights against the shadowy canyon
walls. The
ruby red glow of the mountains is wonderful. Passing through the range, baby
blue skies hang above, and not a cloud in the sky. Our
trip starts off with a peaceful drive through miles of endless vistas packed
with faded green sagebrush, tan desert sands, and dried gray grasses. We are on
a straight flat highway, with neither a hill, nor a valley. As
usual the prairie dogs run in front of our van, as though they are playing a
game of tag. Dad
yells at a prairie dog as it runs out in front of us, “Watch out, get out of
my way.” The
prairie dog scurries into the road as we pass over him. We wait to feel a bump
or hear a knock? Timidly we look out the rear window anticipating carnage.
Miraculously, he’s not lying squashed on the road. “How
did he do that? I thought for sure I hit him?” Dad mumbles, perplexed at the
animals reasoning. More
than half way to Manny’s, we drive into town where we are supposed to turn
onto another road. The directions say turn west and we do. Clunk, bump, we are
on a dirt road. I can tell Dad doesn’t like this as he slows to a crawl. This
is really interesting, there’s little difference between the surface of the
road and the empty desert that surrounds us. It’s more like a twenty-foot
trail carved by a bulldozer pushing the windswept sand to the side of the lane.
I can barley see the edge of the path. Road? More like a wide ditch in the
middle of the desert. Desolate
roads can be treacherous because they can disappear into the dunes. People
vanish on trails like these. If a sign blows down, a driver might miss a turn
and drive right out into the desert. To
make matters worse he might go farther and farther, losing his sense of
direction and get lost. That would be his last mistake. Once lost, he will never
find his way back. Usually these unfortunate victims dye slowly of thirst, or
exposure, or both. Dad
frowns as sand starts blowing, “I’m trying to follow this ditch of a
road.” He
shrugs his shoulders looking at Jackie in the front seat next to him. “It
is getting more difficult to stay on it,” he says, “And the visibility has
gone from bad to worse.” All
of a sudden the wind starts blowing harder. Desert sand, dust, and dirt form a
thick cloud in front of us. The storm is howling in the cracks of our van
windows and doors making eerie sounds. Sand is blowing across our windshield so
thick, I can barely see the road in front of me. There
is nothing to guide us down this dirt trail. No electric lines or anything else,
to help us stay where we belong. The road itself is covered with sand from the
dust storms that frequent the area. One more thing, we haven’t seen another
car on this road, not one. Dad
declares, “We have to pull over and wait out this storm.” Dad
takes out the map and looks for a better route. After several facial
expressions, measuring distances, and looking at possible alternate routes, he
looks straight ahead. “This
is the only road on the map that will take us to Manny’s,” he declares.
“The only other choice is to go way down south and then come back north over
here,” He points to the map. “But that will take an extra three hours.” After
a few minutes the wind dies down and visibility seems to improve as the sky
turns western blue again. Jackie
speaks first, “I vote we keep going.” I
add, “I second that.” We
drive on, more quiet and thoughtful then before. Chapter 19 - Horses
Up
ahead there is something on the side of the road. Neewa sees them too. She is
pacing from side to side in the back of the van. About
a hundred feet in front of us is a heard of about ten horses. They don’t look
like they belong. Whose horses are they? Are we near a ranch? I don’t see any. The
horses that make up this group are all different sizes and colors. Some are
large, a few are small, and one appears to be a donkey. As
we drive closer, I see their long tails and mains are knotted, frayed, and have
burrs stuck in them. The
leader of the group is a black stallion and he’s watching us, and stirring to
alert the heard. He’s a beautiful horse with a gray patch across his right
back leg and another small swatch on his forehead. His
long black tail hangs down to the ground, while half his mane hangs on either
side of his muscular neck. He looks skinny, but his coat shins on his powerfully
built body. I
can tell he’s the leader because he puts himself between his heard and us to
protect them, turning sideways to block our view of his family. Neewa
is getting more excited, jumping from seat to seat. She wants to run and play
with the big dogs. “They
are not dogs,” I tell her. She
is making a high-pitched whining sound, as if to say, “Let me out, let me
out.” Jackie
is getting trampled, and is quite annoyed with Neewa as she jumps from front
seat to back, and then to the front again. “Let
her out Dad, she has to go,” She exclaims. Dad
stops and opens the door. Neewa jumps out and runs up the road. Dad
pulls onto the shoulder, “Neewa is running right at the heard. I hope she
knows what she’s doing.” At
that moment dread shots from my brain down to my toes. The thought of losing
Neewa had never occurred to me until that second. “Dad,
drive, drive, hurry up, catch her!” I cry out hitting his seat back with my
hands. At
that moment the heard spooks. Snorting a warning the stallion and his family
rumble into the desert. He’s following his family, urging them into a full
gallop. Neewa
is following them, running from one side of the heard to the other. As quickly
as the horses appeared in front of us, they are gone over the hill. Then she
disappears, gone into the miles and miles of sagebrush and sand. My
heart drops out of my chest. Neewa is gone and I don’t know if I will ever see
her again. I feel my stomach in my throat. Dad
pulls over and I jump out. Jackie
yells, “Call her before she gets too far!” “Neewa,
Neewa, Neewa!” I yell, hoping she will hear me. Dad
whistles his loudest two-finger whistle, “Whistle! Whistle.” I
form my lips to whistle, but nothing comes out. I can’t whistle. “Listen,
stop!” I shout. I
never should have let her run out into the desert. She may never come back. We
all start yelling, “Neewa come! Neewa! Neewa!” Again,
we are silent. I listen for her to bark, or yelp, or something. Seconds pass
like minutes. You can hear a pin drop. “I
hear something,” I’m not sure what it is in the distance, is that her? I
cry out, “It sounds like Neewa barking, I hear her.” I
call out, “Neewa, Neewa!” I
look at Dad then Jackie, “I hear a jingling sound.” Jackie
exclaims, “It’s more like a jingle ding, jingle ding.” That
jingle ding sound is coming from Neewa’s charm, the one Chester put on her
collar. At
that moment Neewa’s head appears to pop up out of the sand dune. She
is sprinting for us. Sand kicks up into the air behind her as she makes her way
down the soft sand. Then she jumps right up on me, pushing me backwards onto the
ground. She licks my face and walks all over me. Jackie
and Dad come to my rescue picking me up off the ground by my arms. Neewa
jumps up on me with her front paws stretching all the way up onto my shoulders
while standing on her hind legs. She
pushes off me and her paws hit the ground as she wags her tail. Hugging
her I stroke her neck and side, and scratch her behind the ears. “I
thought I lost you Neewa,” I exclaim. “You
came back,” Jacqueline exclaims as she cuddles her. She
wags her tail, whines, and lets out a, “Yelp.” We
all jump in the car and off we go. “They
are wild horses and they run free on the desert. They belonged to no one,” Dad
speaks. “Where
did they all come from? How do they live? What do they eat?” Dad
answers my bombardment of questions, one after the other. “They live out on
the desert and they eat whatever vegetation they can find. Many years ago wild
horses were rounded up and shipped to slaughterhouses. Hundreds of thousands of
them were killed. Some were kept for work horses on ranches.” Dad
describes, “Wild horses were indigenous to North America, populating this
continent before the Ice Age. They moved north across the Bering land bridge,
fanned out from Siberia to the rest of Asia, Europe, and the Middle East, and
then became extinct here. When Europeans reintroduced horses to the Americas in
the 16th century, some escaped and formed wild herds. By 1900, there were 2
million wild horses in America. Their major predators, such as the mountain
lion, were all but wiped out, and for more than a century their biggest enemy
has been man. Horse roundups and massacres went unchecked for decades until Wild
Horse Annie came along.” Chapter 20 - Antelope
Another
dust storm like that and we could vanish in the desert, never to be found, and
die a torturous death. One could come along at any moment. I don’t feel safe
out here. We
are barely able to stay on this dirt road under these blue skies and listless
clouds. There isn’t any sign of human beings for miles. I’m glad our van is
running good, at least right now it is. As
we pass a mountain range, there’s one of those Federal Park signs, National
Forest. Dad
says he wants to stretch, so we pull over to the side of the road. Neewa jumps
out of my door as our van continues rolling. She loves to run along side us and
dash off into the desert to chase some poor unsuspecting critter. There she goes
again. As
I get out, I see four eyes staring motionless right at me. Two heads
simultaneously follow me as I moved around to the back of our van to open the
trunk. “Look,
look, shush,” I whisper. I
point up on the hill, “There, on that ridge to the right, they are watching
us.” “Look,”
Jackie whispers, “Are they gazelles?” I
see two deer like creatures. But they are not deer. Nowhere near as big. More
like the white tail back east, but they are not out here. I
freeze, “Look at the dark pointed antlers and the color of their bodies. Their
fur has different shades of beige, brown, and white around the neck and
underneath.” I
question, “Their faces have a lot of white fur on them, but I don’t know
what they are?” Dad
whispers, “They’re antelope, I’ve only seen them in books. Wow, cool,
I’ve always wanted to see one in the wild.” The
two Pronghorn Antelope run for the hills, but one stops at the top and looks
directly at us, then turns and disappears over the ridge. In a few seconds they
are gone, vanished. I’m
glad Neewa didn’t chase them, she would have never come back. We
finish our rest stop and continue. For the next fifty miles, the only living
things we see are prairie dogs and buzzards. No other sign of life. Finally
I see a sign, Indian Reservation 1 Mile. It’s
about three PM now and the trip has taken much longer than we planned. Turning
onto the reservation, we slowly ramble over ruts and bumps. A trail of dust
rises twenty feet above our van, enabling Manny and everyone else waiting for us
to see us coming a mile away. As
we get closer, I see maybe ten eleven houses in a cluster in the valley.
That’s it, that’s the whole population. Looking around, there’s not much
happening here in the middle of nowhere. The place is isolated and boring,
nothing much to do. Neewa
is barking to be let out of the van. Dad slows down and Neewa slivers under his
legs and jumps out the door. Off she gallops down the road in front of us
guiding the way. Occasionally looking back, she keeps the same distance between
us, commanding the lead. Dad
says it’s fine to let her run along side the van. Its good exercise, as long
as she keeps her distance from the wheels, she won’t get hurt. All
of a sudden she veers off into the brush having spotted her favorite prey,
chasing an unsuspecting prairie dog into its burrow. The poor little creature
has barley escaped her jaws, she barks at the entrance to it’s home. Then she
usually paws and pulls away large quantities of dirt, scaring the heck out of
the poor little thing. At that moment she prances off triumphant, catching up
with us in no time. Neewa just cannot resist chasing those little creatures. When
we arrive at Manny’s house, all of his neighbors and relatives come out to
greet us. Most of them already know everything about us. The Indian grapevine is
very comprehensive and connects all the reservations. Everybody knows what
everyone else is doing. We’re
all talking at the same time. Jokes are being told and questions asked about
what’s going on up North. Mostly they ask about relatives and friends we know,
well mostly Dad knows. I’m
shy and I kind of hide behind Dad and play with Neewa. Nobody knows anything
about Neewa yet. When they hear me call her, they immediately ask me all kinds
of questions about her. I tell the whole story about how I got her and
everything she has done. Everyone laughs when they hear about the disappearing
pumpkin pies and how she had to fly onto the counter to get them. Jackie
walks off with Manny’s daughter to play. Soon after that I notice Manny’s
two sons leaving to go fishing. The
most exciting thing to happen out here this month was when a nine-year-old took
his Dad’s car for a ride. The father came running out of the house, shouting,
“Stop, stop!” Everyone came out of their house to watch them go down the
road. As he ran up along side of the car his pants were falling down. He reached
inside and shut the car off, stopping it cold. His kid thought it was funny and
laughed. Since no one was hurt, everyone laughed. Out
here, it’s an everyday occurrence to have cattle wonder into someone’s yard.
After drinking their fill down by the stream, they find there way to the nearest
grass. No one notices much. They are just grazing on the grass in what they
think is their pasture, not knowing they aren’t supposed to eat there. Manny
says at least he won’t have to mow the lawn, which is funny cause Indians
don’t mow lawns, wouldn’t even cross their minds. Cattle
sometimes wander into the tribe’s communal pastures, where the hay is grown as
a cash crop. Those fields are off limits. Eventually the heard is chased back
into the desert where the food is not plentiful, but free. Sooner or later they
end up back at the forbidden pasture where the grass is green and tender. Dinner
is about to begin, as Jackie and I unpack some stuff. We put the pies in the
kitchen and our bags in our room. We’ll be sleeping in Steve room, he’s
Manny’s oldest son. Inside
his room on the walls are pictures and posters. I recognize Geronimo over there
and that one is a diamond shaped thingy called a dream catcher. I think it
protects you from nightmares or something. On the windows instead of curtains
are Indian blankets tacked up on all four sides to keep the hot sun out. One
old picture is of a band of Indians doing the Ghost Dance. Chief Wovoka began
the Ghost Dance among the Piute tribe. Then it spread throughout most of the
North American tribes around 1889. At the heart of the Ghost Dance movement was
the prophet of peace, a man named Jack Wilson, known as Wovoka. Wilson, A Piute
Indian prophesied a peaceful end to white American expansion while preaching
messages of clean living, an honest life, and cross-cultural cooperation.
Perhaps the best-known fact about the Ghost Dance movement is the role it played
in instigating the Wounded Knee massacre in 1890. At this massacre one hundred
fifty three Lakota Sioux died. The Sioux’s variation on the Ghost Dance was
different from Jack Wilson's original teachings. Settlers became afraid of the
dance, thinking it was a war dance. The
room has trophies from a local rodeo event, as well as pictures from fishing
trips, and family gatherings. That one looks like a calf-roping trophy and that
one is a steer-wrestling award. Looks
like the whole family goes to Pow Wow’s? There are pictures on the walls
labeled Ely PowWow and Duck Valley Pow Wow. What is a PowWow anyway? “Dinnertime,
dinnertime,” Margaret rejoices as she strolls through the house smiling. Everyone
runs to the table. Sitting down in the big dinning room, chairs shuffle and
slide on the floor. Spoons and forks clang as plates are scooped up and food
plopped down. Voices ring out, hey pass me that, arms reach out over the
checkered tablecloth filled with bounty. Laughing,
joking, and talking, then quiet, we say Grace. After which the feast begins with
venison roast, corn, string beans, sweet potatoes, Mexican breads, and a big
turkey too. As
Thanksgiving dinner ends, the joking and talking continues with the clean up. Later
on, I take a nap during the football game. After waking up, Neewa and I go out
for a walk. The
rest of the evening passes as we play games, nibble on leftovers, and chocolate
cake. I love chocolate cake. Exhausted
after the long day, I crawl into my sleeping bag. Dad and Jackie are already
lying down and settling into a good nights sleep in their bags on the floor. “Neewa
sleep on my feet and keep me warm,” I’m so tired. Chapter 21 - Fishing
“Knock,
knock, knock, wake up,” I sit up stunned and look at Dad. On
the other side of the door is Manny asking, “Do you guys want to go
fishing?” “Yeah,
we all want to go,” Dad rubs his eyes. In
minutes I’m following Dad and Jackie out the door to get the fishing stuff we
brought in the van. All of us are eager about going and Neewa senses the
excitement. We
start out in our van with Manny leading the way in his car. Our destination is
the other side of the mountain about twenty minutes away near a small pond on
the reservation. After
the bumpy dusty ride we arrive, park our van, and get into Manny’s car. “Dad
why are we leaving our van way out here?” I ask. Steve
sitting in the front seat turns around, “We are going to fish our way up the
stream to this pond. It will take about three hours. When we get here, we will
be tired and hungry. Instead of walking all the way back to where we started, we
can drive your van back.” Manny
drives us all back to the starting point on the stream, the sun is now up for
almost an hour. With fishing gear in hand, we walk a narrow path to the waters
edge. There we all get ourselves organized and ready to go. We
are standing in an oasis before swirling water with desert all around us. Before
me is crystal clean water meandering slowly through flatlands. In the distance
is a mountain where this stream flows down the center, a blue vein of bubbling
white water. Surrounding us are brown and beige-rolling hills. One side of the
stream has hundreds of meters of low lying fertile farming pasture surrounded by
a fence. On the other side is rock outcrops dotted with scrub pine and Aspen
trees shimmering in the dry breeze. Close to the stream are cattails, an
occasional wild flower, and tall grasses swaying. Neewa
runs down stream, sprinting at full gallop, splashing water all over. Exiting,
she vanishes in the tall hay about to be harvested, and reappears on a small
hill above stream and fields. We
start out at the widest section of the stream. That’s when I do something
I’ve never done before. Wading through the chilling stream in sneakers and
jeans, we begin casting our lines up stream. Using homemade flies called wooly
worms, we cast ahead and let the bait drift in the calm water. As
we walk, applying our fishing technique, the current lazily meanders around us,
giving off cooling breezes, and glistening sunlight. Next
we enter swift moving white water running over rock stepping-stones. Cascading
water fills a series of pools between the rocky cliffs rising above us, growing
narrower. Each pond of calm undisturbed blue green water empties with each
passing moment. Carefully, I cast my line into the next swirling eddy to tempt
my prey. Silently
I cast my bait and walk along the edge of this large fishpond. Standing in the
shallow water, I make multiple throws to lure my quarry. Gently I lift and lower
my feet, careful not to disturb the pebbles holding the fine silt to the
streambed. Neewa
follows our every move, and then darts by our fishing party to lead the way. I
throw a biscuit to her and she catches it, chews, and swallows it down in
seconds. “Good
girl,” I yank her close to me, but she pulls away. Gently
she wades into the stream and laps at the foaming bubbles passing by. With her
nose just above the surface, she tilts her head and stares into the water. Her
white paws are visible against the dark dirt bottom. After a few moments she
jumps out shaking the beaded water from her ivory coat. We
fish pool after bright shimmering pool. Tired from the short night and long
morning I sit for a moment by the water and stare into moving current. It’s
continually changing, never the same. Flowing from the mountains through the
desert. Who knows how far or long it’s journey to the ocean. Dad
and Jackie join me on the bank of the stream. Dad
says, “Fishing on a reservation for non-Indians is pretty much against the law
and punishable by death.” Dad
asks Manny, “What ever happen to the last guys from the city that fished
here?” Manny
replies, “Oh they were hung up on a tree and gutted like deer, their dogs
too.” Dad
purposely did not bring his fishing pole. He already knows about the history of
whites steeling and taking just about everything from the Indians. Manny’s
kids invited us to go fishing. Just us kids have fishing poles and that is
supposed to be okay? We
are fishing for native trout, really big ones, on Native American land. It’s
fun fishing in a special place that Manny and his kids know. This land is sacred
to them and their tribe. Rest
time is over and we continue up the waterway. I
become concerned about Neewa as I haven’t seen or heard from her in a while. To
get a better vantage point, I climb to the top of the ravine and position myself
facing away from the fishing party below. Far enough away and above everyone, I
can yell for her without scaring the fish. Shouting
out into the desert, “Neewa, Neewa, Neewa.” I
wait for her to answer. Again
I holler, “Neewa come, Neewa come,” but nothing yet. After
a few minutes I hear her bark, and it isn’t long before she runs to me at full
stride, stopping in front of me for a pat on the head. Perched on a cliff
looking down at the stream, both of us gingerly gaze over the edge. Carefully
we climb down past rocks and brush, returning to water level. “You
stay with us now Neewa, enough of the running off into the wild, no more,” I
order. As
I hike and fish, Manny and his kids tell us Indian legends. First Steve tells
the story of “A Man and His Three Dogs.” It is about a wolf that tries to
become a human being, pretty cool. Next Manny tells us the legend of “The
White Trail In The Sky.” This story is about a bear that takes another bears
prey, and then the bear follows the Milky Way in the sky. Very cool ending. We
are in a narrow part of the stream. It is only about five or ten feet in width.
Sheer canyon walls tower above us on both sides. Around us the steep rocky
cliffs allow a thin sliver of light down to the waters edge. Slowly,
one by one we wade into the freezing water. Waist high, I push tall reeds to
either side as I pass through, slipping by the curtain like wall anchored to the
gravel bottom. Looking
to either side of me, I stare at Indians naked from the waist up. Their long
dark hair hangs down to their muscular shoulders. Handsome stoic profiles glide
above the water like spirits suspended. They are at home here, like their
fathers and their father’s fathers. Moving effortlessly through the water as
if propelled by magic. They don’t even look human. With
chattering teeth Dad remarks, “Manny I should have brought waders?” Manny
replies looking at us, his expression is serious, almost aghast, “Indians
don’t wear waders.” As
we reach the other side of the gorge the stream widens again. The rock walls
open up allowing the warming sun on my face and arms. The narrow grotto behind
us, we walk on smooth stone banks with grasses just beyond. I
look up and see Neewa staring over the edge spying on us. I didn’t even hear
her sneak away. Balanced
on the rim of the gorge she barks, “Roof, roof, roof.” “Shush,”
I whisper, “Good girl Neewa.” After
watching us for a while, she turns and vanishes. From
down here by the stream, the shear rock walls rise over me like skyscrapers. I
jerk backward and wobble looking up, the rock appearing to be right over my
head. A
tiny ribbon of water tumbles downward. The little waterfall cascades down and
smashes on the rocks. Glistening in the sunlight the droplets glide toward me in
slow motion splashing onto my foot, and trickling into the stream. After
a couple more ponds, we have caught a half dozen Speckled Trout and finally
reach the last pond. I feel no need to fish anymore, although everyone else is
trying to catch just one more. Walking
straight to our van, I’m relieved. It looks like a million bucks sitting
there, right where we left it a few hours ago. This is a lot better than walking
all the way back to where we started, that’s for sure. My cloths are dripping
wet, I’m cold, hungry, and tired. Finally, at the end of my fishing trip, I
drip-dry and pack my stuff. I’m thinking about being warm and dry soon. Just
then Neewa comes running at full gallop and circles me thumping my shines with
her wagging tail. Steve
is cleaning fish at the water’s edge. Neewa and I sit, and watch. “Speckled
trout don’t have scales, no need to scale them,” Steve instructs. Neewa
ogles Steve as he gathers the fish we caught today. She is begging for a taste
and of course her tongue is hanging out the side. Both of us stare at Steve as
he takes his hunting knife and cuts the chin of the lower jaw of each fish
creating a V shape flap that hangs down. Next he cuts an incision along the soft
white belly from the bottom fin up to the mouth just below the flap he just cut.
With the belly opened up, the guts, stomach, and everything is exposed. Like an
artist painting a picture he clasps the hanging skin flap under the jaw in his
fingers and yanks toward the tail. “Crackle,
crunch, squish,” out comes the jaw, throat, gills, intestines, stomach, and
everything inside, in one big clump of guts. Tossing
the innards toward the center of the pond he says, “Gutted, done, the turtles
will eat that.” Smiling
proudly as he dips the limp carcass in the water he says, “Shake it around
under the water and this fish is ready for the frying pan.” Steve
cleans and rinses each of the fish caught, rubbing out any blood or other
remains stuck inside. Turning to me as I hold a plastic bag open, he puts the
cleaned fish in one by one, saving one in his hand. Looking
at Neewa he asks, “Hey what is that pink thing hanging out of her mouth?” I
reply, “That’s her tongue, she lost some teeth when she had distemper as a
puppy. Now her tongue hangs out the gap left by the missing teeth.” Steve
cuts a little piece of sushi filet off the fish and throws it to her. Neewa
catches it in her mouth and swallows it down in one gulp. I doubt if she even
chewed it at all. She stares at him for more, but we get up and head for the
van. We
all gather around, packing up everything. Dad, Manny, and Steve are guessing the
weight of each fish. The rest of us are talking about where each fish was caught
and who caught it. My
clothes are wet and when a cloud blocks the sun, I start to shiver. I rummage
through the trunk for my sweatshirt and coat and put them on over top of my wet
stuff. That’s
when I heard it. It came out of nowhere. Clear as a church bell on a Sunday
morning. Chapter 22 - Bang, A shot rang out
“Bang,”
A single shot rang out, one bullet hit the dirt sending a mini mushroom cloud of
dust into the air about fifty feet away from me. “Bang,” The sound echoes
off the mountains and returns again. I stop, frozen, as the world around me
seems to stand still. Looking at everyone, their faces are blank with strange
contorted expressions. Manny and his sons scramble to my side of the van and
take cover. Not knowing what else to do, each of us stoops down to hide. Steve
is mad, “What was that Dad?” Manny
shrugs, “It came from up on that ridge. I guess it’s one of the old timers
letting us know we are being watched. Guess he sent us a warning shot, doesn’t
like strangers poking around.” Steve
sarcastically replies, “A warning shot?” “Yeah,
you know fishing on the reservation is for Indians only,” Manny answers. “Dad
you know John didn’t fish, he just came along to watch us kids have fun,”
Steve reasons. Manny
replies, “I know that. But the old timer doesn’t know that. I’ll talk to
him, next time no shooting.” Steve
sighs, “Ok Dad but I wish you’d have talked to him before we went
fishing.” Manny
and Steve look at each other and chuckle. We all laugh, although it is a nervous
giggle for me as we jump in the van and drive away. Down
the road is a general store where we can get something to eat. It’s the only
store around for twenty miles. We arrive after a short ride over a
pothole-riddled bumpy side road. The
general store is also the gas station, hardware, feed, grocery, and liquor
store, as well as the U.S. post office. Most of us get egg sandwiches and milk
or coffee at the counter. Something
is weird here, it’s only 11:00 AM and there are two boys drinking beer. I
don’t know what the drinking age is here, but they are definitely not old
enough. They look like they could be in middle school. Neewa
runs through the store looking around for something to eat. Animals, especially
dogs are treated different out here. They are allowed to run through stores and
people don’t mind, they even like it. Already she is being petted by the cook
and welcomed into the kitchen. She disappears, no doubt they have both made new
friends. At
the other end of the store is one of the local ranchers getting supplies. He is
about five feet tall, cowboy boots, and frail looking. He’s wearing an old
straw hat, beat up jeans, and a snap button plaid shirt. Sticking out of his
shirt pocket is a bag of chewing tobacco. Smiling he reveals a total of three
teeth in his entire mouth. I look at his face, old, wrinkled, and unshaven for
weeks. He guzzles down the rest of his beer and tosses the crushed can into the
trash. I
don’t like the way he’s looking at me. Two other girls in the store don’t
like him either, I can tell. Instead of walking past him, they circle around
him, staying far away. He
wheezes, “George Spahn’s my name and my ranch is the Spahn Ranch.” He
grins wickedly at us with an evil beam in his eye, “Come on out to my ranch,
we’re having a big party tonight, it’s out thata way. I have lots of friends
out there staying with me and they like to party.” Dad
nods, “Thanks but we are leaving for home in a few minutes.” I
tell Dad, “That guy gives me the creeps.” Dad
agrees whispering, “I don’t like him either and I wouldn’t trust him,
he’s evil. That’s the kind of party people never come back from.” Neewa
walks slowly between him and me and growls. “Good
doggy, ha ha,” He turns and walks to the warehouse supply counter to finish
buying his provisions. After
saying our farewells on the front steps of the general store. We get in the van
and drive away waving and yelling “bye, bye, bye.” The
dirt road and surrounding desert seem kinder, more peaceful. Dad isn’t as
nervous as he was on the way here. Although I’m sure he’s concerned about
the dirt road and the possibility of it being obliterated by a single dust
storm. We
drive for a few hours as the sun starts to set and the desert sky begins to
change colors. Sunset on the desert is the most beautiful time of the day. A
wide array of cloud formations and spectacular hues highlight the horizon. The
pinks and yellows change with each passing moment trying to out do the shades of
blue and purple. No two sunsets are ever the same in the desert and the next one
is always better than the one before. “How
much longer till we reach the paved road?” I ask. Dad
replies, “Any minute now. We should be on pavement before it gets dark.” Jackie,
Neewa, and I are falling asleep. Neewa puts her head on my leg. Her cold wet
nose shines against my pant leg. She is tired from all the exploring today,
resting so close to me, I can feel her heart beating. A
thud jars me awake. I look ahead where the headlights shine. We’ve reached the
pavement. The tires begin to hum as they glide over the silky blacktop signaling
our arrival back in civilization. Everyone lets out a collective sigh of relief. “I’m
going back to sleep, wake me when we get home,” I mumble. Dad
drives into the night for hours as I sleep. Then without warning we hit a bump,
we’ve turned into our backyard. “I
call shower first,” I yell. Frustrated
Jackie bellows, “Christina you always call first, you can’t do that.” “Yes
I can, and I did,” I declare. We’re
home, boy am I glad to be home. I never thought I’d say that about this old
place. I’m exhausted and that shower is sounding better and better. It’s
going to feel so good. Then I’m going to sleep. Well maybe not right to sleep,
I might read for a little while. “Good
night Dad, love you.” “Good
night Christina, Jackie, love you.” “Love
you Dad,” Jackie says. “Good
night, Neewa.” Chapter 23 - Heather’s House
After
school Neewa and I walk to Heather’s house on the other side of town. Heather
is the tribal medicine woman and very powerful, maybe the most powerful in all
the tribe. She called yesterday to say she is expecting us at four o’clock. Dad
and Jackie are waiting in front of Heather’s house as Neewa and I turn the
corner onto the dirt path that leads to her house. “Neewa, Neewa,” Dad shouts as he sees us walking. She
runs like the wind to Dad and gives him a welcome lick on the hand. As he pets
her she wags her tail, thumping his shin, “Thump, thump, thump,” and
circling him in delight. After which she jumps up and puts her paws on his
shoulders, stretching her body out. Pushing him backwards, she jumps down on all
fours and puts her cold wet nose in his hand and pushes and steers him to
Heather’s front door. Watching
the whole thing I say, “Dad, she’s leading you towards the house. What does
she know about Heather’s house? She has never been here before?” “Nothing
that I know of,” Dad shrugs. Heather’s
place is the oldest home on the colony. It is one level and made of railroad
ties with cement plastered in-between the rows to hold it together and keep the
cold out. The flat roof is tarpaper, with extra tar spread on top of that. It
looks very humble with dilapidated front steps, a front door with deep gouges
and pealing paint, and three small windows in the front. Her
compact yard is overgrown with plants and vegetation and has footpaths leading
to every section, worn down over many years. The outhouse is in the back, just a
quick walk from the door. Beyond that is desert, sagebrush, and sand as far as
the eye can see. Diane,
Heather’s daughter, told me at school that the tribe’s burial ground is
underneath her house and that spirits visit them all the time. I don’t know if
I should believe her or not, she is a nice girl, but that seems a little too
far-fetched. A burial ground under a house, why would anyone put it there? I did
believe her when she told me she was apprenticing to be the next medicine woman
of the tribe. After all her Mom is the medicine woman. Diane
told me herbs and plants for healing and ceremonies are grown throughout the
front and back yards. She says the plants are used in rituals, to treat illness,
and to keep away evil. Each plant has a particular purpose such as the treatment
of headaches, stomach problems, or arthritis. While other plants are used for
incense or sweat baths. Stepping
up to Heather’s door, Neewa is at my side as we follow close behind Dad. As he
raises his arm to knock on the door, it opens, and she appears at the door
smiling. “Come
in, come in, I’ve been waiting for you,” She grins. Before
I walk in I order, “Neewa stay here, wait for me.” Quickly
Heather asks, “Can Neewa come in? I would like that. We don’t have a dog or
a cat and Neewa can go wherever she wants.” “Sure,”
I reply to Heather. I
walk in the dimly lighted home barely able to see. It feels damp, but that is
due to the dirt floor covered with wooden planks that creek and squeak as we
walk. Heather
ushers us over to the kitchen table by a big sink with a hand pump for water. As
my eyes adjust, her home comes into focus. Oversized woven rugs separate the one
room home into three sections. Her two daughters each have one and Heather has
the rest. It
looks like a museum inside. In the front room there is a frightful mask all
painted in red and black. It looks creepy. Near by is a beautiful headdress made
of lots of eagle feathers, with a colorful yellow and red beaded headband. On
one wall is a ceremonial robe with intricate hand-sown bead designs of animals
and hieroglyphic symbols. I can make out the symbol for the sun and the other
symbols might be water and fire. The
ceiling is open to the roof made of thick timbers.
Electric wires hang down with light bulbs on the ends that sway ever so
slightly. In the corner, a wood stove provides badly needed heat and light. Neewa
runs around the house following her nose into the corners and along the walls,
then positions herself at Heather’s side. As Heather moves around the house,
Neewa follows her like a shadow. If Heather sits down, Neewa rests nearby on a
rug and seems to be looking all about the house, particularly Linda’s room.
Linda is Heather’s oldest daughter who is away at college. Heather
speaks, “On the table are packages of herbs for each of you. They are from my
garden, take them now and put them in your pocket.” “Thank
you,” Jackie and I say in unison. “The
herbs will protect you from evil,” Heather adds. I
look at Dad and Jackie and they look back at me and then at each other, none of
us know what to say to that. Heather is quite old, maybe eighty or eighty-five. She is about five foot tall, stout, and steady on her feet. Her long silver hair is held tight in a bun by a handmade beaded bun cover. She is wearing a gray wrap-around housecoat covered by a long woolen beige sweater. On top of that, she wears a hand made bandolier bag of the finest quality. I
have no idea what her last name is, so for now I will call her Heather. What do
you call a medicine woman anyway? Hey Doc, no of course not. “Heather,”
At last I say, “Where is Diane?” “Go
into her room Christina, she is doing her home work. Perhaps you can check it
for her?” “Okay,”
I say as Jackie and I walk toward the single light in her room. Pushing aside
the vertical rug that separates her room from the rest of the house, we enter
her room. Heather
starts talking to Dad about the tribe’s history. My guess is they will talk
about some of the events that have happen to the tribe over the years. “Presently,”
I hear her say in the background, “All the tribe members have a new house
except me. My new house is coming, they say it will be here soon, but other
families needed one more then me. They have young children, so I let them get
their homes first before me. I only have Diane now, my oldest daughter Linda is
always away at school and Chester has his own home for a long time.” Diane,
Jackie, Neewa and I step out the back door of the house as the wind begins to
blow and carry sand around. As we walk around the garden, the gusts begin to get
stronger and stronger. The wind is whipping around as we make our way to the
back steps. It sound like ocean waves breaking on the shore. Chapter 24 - The Storm
“It’s
howling,” I remark. “Whew,
Whew, Whew,” The wind whistles. Heather
and Dad step outside to see what is going on as the force of the wind continues
to grow. It sounds like a train rolling down the tracks. As
I stand at the back of the house, a cloud of dust and sand is coming straight at
me from the desert. A wall as tall and wide as the eye can see. Sand and
tumbleweeds zip by us at lightning speed. Suddenly fierce blowing currents of
air and sand hit me square in the face pushing me back. As I turn away, I am
almost knocked to the ground as I cover my face. The giant dust cloud is so
thick I can hardly see. The storm is raging now, sending sand flying sideways
and the wind is screeching in my ears in an unnatural way. Neewa
lies down and gets into a tight ball with her tail covering her face. She seems
to know exactly what to do. Its as if she’s already been in a storm like this
before. Diane,
Jackie, and I kneel down next to Neewa, as I cover us with my jacket and we
huddle close to the house for protection. Sand
bounces off of my jacket making pinging sounds, striking everything. It is
peppering what little skin is exposed, actually stinging me. I
peak out from under my jacket, looking in the direction of Heather and Dad. They
are covered with one of Heathers hand woven blankets. The
wind driven sand engulfs them as Heather steps out from undercover of the
blanket and puts her arms straight out as if to embrace the squall. Eyes closed,
she looks up into the sky and smiles. What
is Heather doing? Why is she looking into the sand storm? If I didn’t know
better, I’d think she is communicating with some power beyond the ordinary, a
spiritual supernatural force. I
look away and take cover under my jacket with Diane, and Jackie, while Neewa
remains at our feet. I have never experienced this before, we don’t have
storms like this back home. Neewa
is still curled up in a ball as the sand continues to pile up on her back and
around her head, everywhere. Thankfully
the howling winds are beginning to subside. The blowing sand is settling as the
eerie screeching sounds dissipate. As quickly as it came, the storm exits in
silence continuing on its path across the desert. I
take my jacket off of our heads as sand falls to the ground in sheets like
spilling syrup. I look at Neewa, now covered in a layer of sand from head to
tail. She gets up and shakes it off. It cascades to the ground around her like a
waterfall. As
the storm departs, the bright sunlight returns from west to east. The back of
the sandstorm continues east leaving us behind. I look out over the desert,
nothing but the heavens. Silhouettes of distant mountains frame the western blue
sky while wispy white clouds linger above. Newly
created waves of rippling sand cover the desert like water at the oceans edge.
The sand dunes sparkle like diamonds reflecting rays of light. I stare into the
dune as if gazing into the depths of the ocean. We
walk out onto the desert, now more like fresh fallen snow, toward the sunset.
Before getting very far, we are ankle deep in sand deposited by the storm. My
sneakers fill and become weights on my feet. The rolling dunes summon me
forward, I’m being pulled out into the desert, not forcefully, but compelled
to continue nonetheless. The sun begins to set into an orange and yellow blanket
on the horizon. “Come
on Neewa let’s go,” I command. I
spot something as we gallop over the sand. It is out of place, an object lying
on top of the dune about the size of my fist, rounded, perhaps three inches
wide. A cylinder shaped piece of whatever, lying next to a half buried stick. I
reach down and pick them both up, concealing the one and waving the stick around
like a wand. I
throw the stick for Neewa, who runs down the dune laboring in its depths,
kicking sand into the air. Sneaking
a peak at the heavy hidden object, I see markings on the beige rock, similar to
the bark of a tree. It looks a lot like a section of a small log, cut straight
on either end, a jellyroll about 5 inches long. The sunlight reflects off the
shinny black core resembling black quartz. I
know what this is, I’ve seen it before, its petrified wood. It
must have been lying just under the sand and exposed by the powerful winds.
I’m not supposed to remove it, and it’s against the law to keep it,
especially on an Indian Reservation. But
I won’t consider it for one moment. I stick it back in my jacket pocket, like
a hungry thief would steel a package of bologna at a grocery store. Neewa
returns and we have a tug-of-war with the stick. She eventually gives in,
wanting to play fetch more than tug-of-war. I throw the stick further this time
and she runs to fetch it. Chapter 25 - Devil Spirits
Heather
is grinning as she points her finger out into the desert, “Look, I see the
devil out there.” Anxiously, I turn and
look. The soft and soothing blue skies surrounded the silhouette of a gray
funnel shaped cloud. It’s fifty feet high and twenty feet wide, twisting, and
moving across the horizon. Fearful,
“What is it?” “It’s a spirit
being, you call them dust devil’s, but Indians know better.” Turning to Heather I
say, “It looks like a mini tornado. I’ve never seen a dust
devil. We don’t have them back East.” Heather speaks, as she
looks deep into my eyes, “Spirit beings are the supernatural energy of the
dead.” I feel her gaze go
through me and exit the back of my head. “Heather how does the
dust devil become a spirit being?” Heather replies,
“Legend has it that the dust devil passes over the dead body of an Indian and
lifts the spirit from the Earth in the form of the dust devil. The spirit being
inhabits the dust devil to travel the Earth and look for a living creature’s
body to posses. After having done so, it shifts its shape from the supernatural
to the natural and is reborn, reincarnated. In its new body it must complete the
mission, which is to find its place in the sacred burial ground of our people.
That is its goal, to be with it’s our kind in the spirit world.” Heather continues, “We
call our sacred burial ground the Spirit World. It’s a place hidden from
everyone but us, where Indian spirits beings can be At Rest. That is where all
the spirits of our tribe go when their human bodies die. Ghosts can materialize,
move objects, and scare people, but they cannot take a body or soul, or return
from the supernatural world to the natural world like spirit beings.” Whistling sounds come
from the dust devil. They get louder and louder as it moves closer to us. It is
making a shrill sound, like an old factory lunch whistle piercing the air at
noon. The dust devil advances
across the desert, kicking up clouds of dust, brush, and lots of sand, as the
whistling gets deafening. “The dust devil is
coming,” I screech. The medicine woman
shouts a warning, “It is an evil devil spirit, a shape-shifting demon, and it
will take your body and your soul.” Heather continues,
“Evil spirit beings are devils spirits wanting to reincarnate in the mortal
body of a human or animal. But the evil ones destroy the soul, causing the body
to die.” I almost fall over the
steps and onto my head. An array of goose bumps rise on my arms like chicken
pox. The fuzzy hairs on the back of my neck stand up like soldiers at attention.
Jackie and Dad look at me, speechless. Chapter 26 - Spirit World
Heather speaks, “This
evil devil spirit is moving like a tornado, a violently rotating column of air
with the power of the wind, earth and sky. That one is a strong one and it must
be stopped. I will vanquish this evil devil spirit back to the supernatural,
back to its eternal pain. My battle with evil will be to the death.” Heather
reaches into her bandolier bag and throws a hand full of yellow powder into the
air. It blows right past us giving us a light coating. She
explains, “The powder will protect us from this devil, but we must seek sacred
ground.” Now
I’m in shock and I don’t know what to say. Jackie hugs Dad and Dad embraces
us as we stand shoulder to shoulder. “Look!”
the medicine woman exclaims, “That evil devil spirit is seeking a body and
soul to possess, don’t let it be yours.” I’m
gasping for air, “It sounds like a screaming banshee and its headed right for
us.” “Hurry
up come into my home, it is sacred ground and the evil one cannot take you here.
Quickly, quickly,” Heather implores. We
duck inside her house and go by the light of the wood stove. Heather throws blue
powder into the fire. It contacts the flames and blue smoke rises up the flue.
The stovepipe glows for a moment as the smoke goes up the chimney. She
yells, “Go demon, leave us evil spirit.” Huddling
together Heather looks at each of us, “Families of those who have been taken
by an evil devil spirit will not even noticed a change. They will not see any
physical difference in their loved one. No one will guess their body and soul
has been taken. Evil
devil spirits are amongst us, you know who they are. You have met them, someone
who has become evil, a problem to the rest of us. Everyone
who knows one will say, it’s not like him, he was so nice, but now he is
different. A
friend of one who has been taken might confide, I don’t know what has happen
to her, she’s gone bad. I don’t know her anymore.” No
one moves or speaks for what seems like minutes, but is only seconds. Heather
speaks, “It’s safe now, the evil one is gone.” Silence
hangs over us for a few seconds, none of us know what to do or say. Finally
Dad says, “Okay, it’s getting late guys, lets go home. Thank you Heather for
everything. Good to see you Diane. Ready Christina? Jackie? Neewa?” “Yeah
Dad, ready,” I reply. Neewa
wags her tail and runs to my side. “Me
too Dad, I’m ready,” Jackie adds as we file out. Safely
in our car now, questions flood my head faster than terabits on high-speed
broadband. Did that really happen? What was Heather fighting? What is an evil
devil spirit? But
not one of us actually has anything to say. We just stare at the road and drive
the half-mile to our home. I
ask, “Dad are you thinking what I’m thinking? Heather said that her house is
sacred ground. And Diane told me at school that the tribe’s burial ground is
underneath her house and that spirits visit her.” “Yes
Christina, what about it?” Dad asks. “We’ve
found the Indian burial grounds, that’s what! Now all we have to do is figure
out how to get our equipment into that house without being discovered.” Dad
cautions, “I don’t want to disrespect Heather, not to mention the entire
Indian nation. Trespassing is against the law, and whites’ going on an Indian
reservation is dangerous. You remember what happen to those diaboo’s
(non-Indians) who went fishing out at Duck Valley? They were found hanging from
a tree, gutted, and their dogs too.” “Dad,
I have to film that sacred burial ground and capture a spirit on tape. There has
to be a way to get our equipment in there without getting caught? But how can
we? I can’t think of a way without being seen.” “Who
says that evil devil spirit is still there?” Jackie questions. “And besides
I’m not going back there, that place scared the heck out of me.” “But
seriously Dad, there’s something going on here. What about those Orbs at
Doctor Cuthberson’s ranch? And how about all his artifacts? And remember
Chester put that charm on Neewa and said; it will protect her from evil. Chester
had a strange look in his eyes when he said that. I stared back at him. Then he
said laughing, the evil dogcatcher that’s who. He
wanted to tell me something, but he couldn’t. Something about Neewa, but
it’s the Indian way, he can’t possibly tell. And
what about Heather giving us each herbs to protect us from evil? And now this
dust devil possessed by an evil devil spirit chasing us. And being vanquished
with colored powders thrown in the air and into a wood stove by a medicine
woman. Something is going on and I’m going to get to the bottom of it. Dad,
did you forget what that little girl at the tribal history meeting said? She
asked, do you know Neewa has a spirit? And what about when Neewa flew up on the
kitchen counter to eat the pumpkin pies? Neewa can fly.” Dad
replies, “You have a vivid imagination Christina, we have no real proof Neewa
flew onto the counter to get those pumpkin pies.” Giggling
nervously, “I have an idea, we can put a backpack full of equipment on Neewa
and mount a camera on top. I’ll send her ghost hunting into Heathers sacred
burial grounds. Neewa can film and take readings with the meters in the
backpack. I can show the film on my own TV show. I’ll call it Doggie Ghost
Cam.” Laughing,
“Wait, wait, I got a better name for my TV show. I’ll call it, Flying Doggie
Ghost Cam. Neewa can fly in and out of haunted houses, sacred burial grounds,
boot hill’s, and such.” “Ha
ha, good Christina, that’s one of your better jokes,” Jackie smirks. We
arrive home from Heathers. My head is full of devil spirits, charms, stories of
evil, doggie ghost cams shows, and fright, all thrown together. On
my way to bed, “Neewa you are sleeping next to me tonight.” I
jump on to my bed and pat the comforter, “Come on girl, jump, jump up.” Dad
will have to spend some money on heat. It’s really gets cold at night. But
Neewa will keep me warm. She stretches out her long body and legs next to me as
she lies on her side, keeping me warm. “Good
night, Dad, love you.” “Good
night Christina, Jackie, love you.” “Love
you Dad, Christina,” Jackie says. “Good
night Neewa.” Chapter 27 - Cowboying
Last
night Jackie was hired to do baby-sitting and slept over our neighbor’s house,
the Burns. She went to school from their house this morning. And after school
she had dinner with them and waited for Dad and I to get back from our long day
of cowboying. *** After being out all day
cowboying, I come running in the door trying to contain myself. It’s around
9:00 PM at night and I try to act casual. I
say to Jackie, “How did baby-sitting go last night? Did Hank and Jane get home
late?” “No,
not too late. It went good. Brice and I designed clothes. Then we had a fashion
show and put on matching tops with boas and stuff. It was a lot of fun. I
got to sleep in Brice’s room. She has two twin beds, really comfortable. It
was more like a sleep over, and I made some really big bucks babysitting, twenty
dollars,” Jackie says with a sassy tone. “Very
cool, that’s a lot of money. You want to hear my amazing cowboying story?” I
screech. Jackie
knew we had gone cowboying. It was all prearranged, her staying with the
Burn’s overnight. They live right across the street. Jackie did not want to go
cowboying, she thinks its barbaric to eat meat, she’s a vegetarian. We
had left really early in the morning and we knew we wouldn’t be getting home
till late. Besides Jackie couldn’t go cause she had talent show practice, and
she didn’t want to miss that. *** This
whole adventure began a few weeks ago when Chester called and asked us all to go
cowboying with him on his cousin’s ranch. Dad
asked, “What is cowboying?” Chester
explained, “Cowboying is when you round up cattle and drive them to wherever
you want them to go.” Dad
repeated, “Christina, Jackie, you guys want to go cowboying on horses on a
ranch?” I
took the phone right out of Dad’s hand and shouted, “Can Neewa come?” “Yes
Neewa can come, if she can ride a horse?” Chester laughed. “When?
When?” I asked him. Chester
replied, “It depends on the weather. I’ll call you the night before. We
won’t go in the rain or bad weather.” Chester
finally called yesterday afternoon, “Do you still want to go cowboying?” “Yeah,”
I told him. Chester
said, “Pick me up at four in the morning.” I
cried out, “Four in the morning! Wow, Okay we’ll see you at four.” I
shouted to Dad, “We are going cowboying tomorrow, the weather is supposed to
be good.” Dad
replied, “Yeah tomorrow is good. I’ll call The Burns’s and ask if Jackie
can stay over their house tonight.” “Jackie,
you okay with this?” Dad asked not completely convinced Jackie did not want to
go cowboying. “Yeah
Dad, I’m not going cowboying, its barbaric,” She said again. *** “So
anyway Jackie listen, we picked up Chester’s at four, and we all arrived at
the ranch before the sun came up. We met Chester’s cousin, Dave at his house
and took his pick-up truck to the barn. Dave was surprised when Neewa jumped up
into in the back of his pick-up.” “Cute
dog you got there, can she stare down a steer?” Dave asked. I
answered, “Neewa can do anything, just tell her once and she is good to go.” Neewa
was an instant hit with everyone. “She
loves to be petted and play fetch,” I told them as we drove down the dirt
road, “She can do anything. Its as if she is human.” “Right
from the start Dad and Dave had an issue.” Jackie
sighs, “Oh boy, it figures, Dad What did you do?” He
doesn’t answer, just continues tinkering around the kitchen. I
continue my story, “We’re getting in the truck. Dad just walked away from
our van and Dave asks, why did you lock your van?” “Oh
did I?” Dad answered surprised. “I
didn’t even realize I did? Where we come from you have to lock your car. I
guess it’s a habit.” Dad shrugged. Dad
and I could tell Dave was insulted. He thought we didn’t trust him and that we
were afraid someone from his ranch would take something from our van. Dad
confided in me, “I know there is nothing I can do to take back what I did. I
feel terrible that Dave thinks I don’t trust him. Guess we started off on the
wrong foot.” Dad
tried to explain again by saying, “Dave we just moved out of the city. I
picked up the habit of locking the van. You have to lock it or someone will take
it.” Dave
shrugged his shoulders, “Oh, is that right?” Dad
sipped on his bottle of water as we arrived at the barn. Two of Dave’s ranch
hands were already saddling the horses and getting everything ready. They nodded
to us. We
each had to check our own bridal, synch, and reins ourselves to be sure they
were tight, Dave insisted. He
told us, “The heard roams government land all year long. They eat whatever
they can find, mostly sagebrush, but some grasses and new plant shoots if it
rains. But it’s not enough, so we bring them hay to add to their diet. Mostly,
the cattle live off whatever they can find. If it were not for the stream
running through our land, there would be nothing for them to eat, just more
desert. We
have about a dozen fields of grass and hay that belong to the tribe. We sell
that for cash and that money goes to the old ones who can’t work.” “I
got the gentlest horse Dave had, her name is Stork. Dad got a horse that likes
to throw you off onto the ground. Its name is Mac.” Dave
said laughing under his breath, “Be ready to land on your feet when that one
throws you off.” Dad
replied, “Yeah? Ok? I’ll be ready, I hope.” “Next
we rode out onto the desert. It was so quiet and the sun was just coming up. You
should have seen it when the early morning light hit the mountains, they turned
a brilliant ruby red.” Chester
gave us our coyboying instructions as we rode, “I will tell you guys where to
stand. We will drive the cattle toward you. Don’t get off your horses or you
will get trampled for sure. You guys will be like bumpers in bumper pool,
guiding the cattle.” He
asks, “Did you ever play bumper pool?” “Yes,”
We both say. “I
play all the time,” he says. “At my friends house.” Chester
continues, “The cattle will turn away from you when they see you. Make sure
they turn the right way. Just raise up your arm opposite the direction you want
them to go, don’t worry, they spook easy.” I
looked at Jackie who is hanging on every word, “That was the extent of my
cowboying instructions.” Chapter 28 - Cattle Drive
“I’m
not sure if they were speaking Shoshone, Piute, or Washoe, but no one spoke
English as we headed out to the desert. It
felt like I was with Billy Crystal and Daniel Stern in the movie City Slickers.
You should have seen it Jackie, cattle everywhere. I was on my horse the whole
day. It feels like I’m still on that horse, my legs are killing me.” “Yeah
Christina, you smell like you’re still on that round-up. I hope you’re
taking a shower,” Jackie wrinkles her nose. “Yeah,
right after I finish the story,” I warn. “Neewa
was running around the cattle like she knew how to round them up. She nipped at
the cow’s tails to get them to move faster. Once when a cow stopped right in
front of her, she looked the cow straight in the eye and barked. The cow turned
and ran to escape her glare. If a cow turned in the wrong direction, Neewa
circled around and brought it back to the heard. Someone
would give a command in Shoshone, Piute, or Washoe. Dad and I would look at each
other with a blank stare. Chester translated only if it was something we needed
to know. Chester
would yell, stay by that sage bush, or don’t move, or move to the left. Dad
and I learned a couple of Indian words, stop, go, and don’t move you
diaboo’s.” Dad
excited, continues the story while I go take a shower. “Jackie,
we rounded up all the cattle on the desert. That took almost all day. It had to
be after two in the afternoon before we stopped for a drink of water. Then
we drove the cattle down a long dirt road with fence on either side to a corral.
That was the easy part cause all we had to do was stay behind them and keep
moving. Occasionally,
a steer would break away, get through a broken part of the fence and run for the
hills. One of the cowboys would have to go round up the cow and drive it back to
the heard.” Dad
laughs, “Neewa ran off into some trees. It was the perfect place for her with
a shimmering stream, shade from the sun, and plenty of water. She probably
wanted to get a drink or go for a swim and cool off. I saw her chewing on the
green grass on the bank. At
that moment, she started rolling around on the ground scratching her back. Dirt
and dust rose all around her as she wriggled around. I didn’t know what she
was doing. We
continued down the road with the cattle when she came back. As soon as she got
close to me, I realized what had happen. She had been rolling in cow manure and
was covered in it.” “Oh
my god you stink!” I yelled. Returning
from my shower I interrupt Dad, “I told Neewa, you smell so bad you are going
to have to stay outside on her chain in one of your dens. When
we passed the next pond, I took her for a swim. We played fetch and she swam
across the pond a few times, but that didn’t get all the smell off.” Dad
continues the story, “We finally arrived at two big corrals that were in the
middle of this wide-open field. Somehow we were going to get all the cattle in
side. Christina and I were assigned to guard the gate and we positioned
ourselves twenty or thirty feet away. Our job was to guide the cattle into the
corral and keep the one’s inside from coming back out, which is what they
wanted to do. The
only way to do this was to yell and wave our arms in the air to spook them in
the right direction. Sometimes just raising an arm would scare the cattle enough
to keep them from running back out. When
Chester and Dave herded a whole bunch of cows in through the gate, the cows
inside tried to escape. Again and again the cattle got spooked and ran in every
direction. Sometimes they ran right at us, and then it was impossible to keep
them all from escaping while driving still more cattle in through the same gate. If
you let one get by you, and it was your fault, the other cowboy’s gave you a
look. That would be your signal to go and get the escapee and drive it back into
the corral.” Jackie’s
eyes are wide open as she listens to every word, “Next we separated the calves
from the cows and put them in a separate corral. The calves screamed when they
were taken from their moms. Some of them were not even weaned yet. It was sad,
cows were mooing for their young. I wanted to die. They tried to get back to
each other, crying, and blaring in cow language. They kept running out of the
corral and back to their moms, only to be separated again by one of us on
horseback. That was the worst part. I don’t ever want to do that again, I
cried.” Dad
jumps in, “Cattle trucks arrived just when we finished getting the cows and
calves separated. The calves were in the smaller corral. They are staying on the
ranch, and will be Dave’s heard next year. The rest of the cattle were loaded
into the trucks. But
in order to get the cattle onto the trucks, they had to be chased through this
chute that lead to the trailer. The chute is a four-foot wide corridor in the
corral with fence on both sides. It has dropdown doors to control the number of
cattle passing through. After that, they go up a ramp into the truck’s
trailer.” Dad
added, “The truck drivers have to get the trailer door really close to the top
of the chute. If not, the cows jump between the trailer and ramp to freedom.
Several cows made the four-foot jump and ran to the other corral to be with
their calves. They mooed and mooed until they were roped and dragged back to the
chute by a cowboy. Then
it was done, finally they were all loaded and two trucks full of cattle headed
for the auction.” I
continued the story, “At this point I’m want to go home. I feel like I’m
going to collapse from emotional and physical exhaustion. I
rode Stork back to Dave’s barn, I took her saddle off, and put away her
blanket, bridal, and all her stuff. She walked back to her stall and started
eating oats. I went straight to the van. Dad
and I followed the trucks into town. On the way, I could hear the cows screaming
and mooing for their calves. Their cries are still ringing in my ears.” Dad
chimes in as I pause to go get some water, “Today was auction day and the
buyers and sellers were ready to get started. We followed the trucks to the
cattle market right in town near the railroad. The auction is enormous with
dozens of corrals full of cattle. Each rancher’s heard of cattle is put in a
different corral where they are sold. Sounds
were coming from everywhere at the huge railroad yard. Railroad cars wheels
squealed and train whistles blew. The auctioneer tested his mike getting ready
to start the bidding. Cattle were mooing, cowboys yelling orders to each other,
and hooves of cattle stomped up and down ramps. Finally,
all of Dave’s cattle were unloaded from trucks into one of the corrals. The
auctioneer went around to each heard yelling into his microphone for an opening
bid. Swiftly
he began his chatter into the microphone, “Do I hear fifty cents a pound?
Fifty? Fifty, give me fifty cents? Do I hear fifty? There ya go, I have fifty
cents, do I hear fifty-five? Fifty-five? Fifty-five? Give me fifty-five cents. The
auctioneer walked from corral to corral and the bidding continued until all the
cattle were sold to the highest bidder. The
auction was over, trains were loaded with cattle, and off to the slaughterhouse
they went. Dave
went to the cashier and picked up his check, and we came home.” “That
was my cowboying experience. I’m going to remember this day for the rest of my
life. I’ll probably never do it again, ever. I’m going to bed after a good
soaking in a hot bathtub. You did save me some hot water? Didn’t you
Jackie?” Jackie
looks over at me and says, “Christina you probably used it up when you took a
shower before,” She returns to her TV show. “Cool,
sounds like you guys had a good time, I’m going to bed, Brice and I stayed up
late last night, goodnight.” Jackie walks to her room. I
whisper to Dad, “My legs hurt pretty bad, my thighs are burning from holding
onto that horse. It feels like they are going to hurt for a week. Tomorrow is
Saturday and I’m staying in bed all day, so don’t wake me. I mean it.
Don’t wake me up.” “Did
you have fun?” Dad asks. “Yeah,
I had fun, but it was so sad separating the calves from the cows. I cried Dad,
they were calling each other, it was terrible,” I mope off to the bath. Dad
reminds me, “We are going to leave Neewa outside tonight even though it will
be cold. She can sleep in one of her caves or dens or whatever they are and stay
warm. I will feed her and give her water. Hopefully, she won’t smell so bad
tomorrow. If she rolls around in the dirt a few times she’ll get most of the
smell off, or else you’ll have to give her a bath tomorrow.” “Yeah,
sure, I’ll give her a bath tomorrow,” I answer. I
lay on my bed, reliving the whole experience of the day. It
was nice of Dave to take us out to dinner at the restaurant. The place was a few
blocks from the train yard, downtown. As I walked the bright lights downtown
flashed, Jack Pot, Jack Pot, alternating in yellow, red, and orange. One
casino’s flashing lights depicted a twenty-foot neon cowboy with a cigar in
his mouth and a fist full of dollars. Jogging
across the tracks, we put the bright lights behind us passing a movie theatre,
bank, and a pawnshop. We
arrived, and walked into the restaurant probably built a hundred years ago.
Along the left wall were the booths and across from them a long counter with
green vinyl topped metal-rimed stools. Spinning several of them easily, I walk
by and then collapsed into the vinyl bench seat with a squeak. Each booth was
just big enough for two people on either side. The
twelve-foot high restaurant walls were green too, although a different shade. Or
maybe they were just covered with a coat of grease from the fryers and grill.
Fans hung down from the embossed tin ceiling painted white. Behind
the restaurant counter was all the action. One cook on the grill, another busy
at the sandwich board, and yet one more chatting with the cute waitress that
helps bring in the regular customers. Conversations
are plenty as I quietly listened to those around me. Charlie, seems to have lost
most of his stake at the casino and doesn’t want to go back to the ranch.
Randy is sitting at the counter after having drunk too much, and isn’t sure if
he should go back to the Pioneer Bar for another Bud, or stay here and have
another cup of Joe. The
waitress bounced from table to table trying to cover up any mistakes the cooks
may have served up. She
politely smiled at each patron, “Is everything all right? Can I get you
anything dear?” Families
were interspersed throughout the room. They’re traveling long distances and
have stopped to eat and shake off the road. Someone
asked in a tired and road weary voice, “Is there a good motel nearby? Clean
with plenty of hot water?” I
wouldn’t touch that one, the motels here are known for problems with their hot
water supply. Well meaning locals suggest a variety of motels for the weary
traveler. Smiling
the waitress asked enthusiastically, “What’ll you have sweetie?” “Burger,
fries, and a Coke please,” I looked up at her as she wrote on her pad of
checks ready to hand in the next ticket to the cook. During
dinner Dave told his story, “I borrow money to buy and raise cattle just like
any other rancher. The price of cattle has gone down, it could go down even
more. If that happens I’ll get an even lower price than I got today. I have to
sell my cattle now because there is no telling what the price is going to be
tomorrow. I’m not going to make much money this year. But I can’t take a
chance that the price will go down even more and then I’d lose money. So I
have to sell the heard now. At least I will have enough money to raise another
heard. I hope to get a better price next year.” He
continued, “I’m going to keep my calves and buy more with the money from the
sale today. I’ll feed them all year and then sell them next year. If my bull
is healthy, I’ll have a lot more caves in the spring. I’ll brand those and
let them out into the desert.” After
I had enough to eat we were ready to leave, I said, “Good luck Dave.” Chester
said, “See you guys.” Dave
said, “See ya.” Dave
and Chester were staying at the restaurant to have some dessert and coffee. We
were ready to go home. Dad and I walked back to the van. Neewa
was resting in the back seat and jumped up as we approached the van. She was
glad to see us. But I was not so happy to smell her. The whole car stunk of
manure. Usually
Neewa jumps all over me when she sees me. But because she smelled so bad, I
didn’t let her near me. I told her to get in the back. Then I gave her the
rest of my cheeseburger, which she gobbled down in under three seconds. I
held my nose, “Neewa you smell.” Chapter 29 - On the Reservation
The
girl’s basketball game is an away game about a hundred miles from here. My Dad
is one of the coach’s for the team and we are going with them. We don’t know
what to expect on the overnight trip, so we are bringing our sleeping bags and
stuff. Besides Dad doesn’t like motel beds, he would rather sleep in his
sleeping bag on top of the bed. We laugh at him. We’re
not taking any ghost hunting stuff to the game because it would definitely blow
our cover. Right now nobody knows we hunt ghosts. And Dad wants to keep it that
way. We
leave and get about a half hour from home when the snow starts coming down.
It’s an unusual time of the year for snow, unless you are in the mountains
where we are. There
is still another fifty miles to go. We are too far to turn back and close enough
to make it before the snow gets too deep. Pulling over is out of the question on
this road. If we slide off the edge, we will have to walk to town or stay and
freeze to death. Snow
as dry as this is so coolio (the coolest.) It falls silently, slowly. Its about
four inches deep already. Finally
we arrive at the motel just outside of town. When we get to the front desk we
find out that all the rooms are taken. Dad
knocks on one of the team’s rooms, Edwin, one of the other coaches answers the
door and Dad explains the situation. We
don’t want to cram into one of the team rooms because they’re already
crowded. Edwin
says, “There’s no room here. Why don’t you guys stay at the jail. You and
the girls will be welcome there.” “The
Jail,” I exclaim. “They
always have plenty of room,” Edwin adds. After
slyly looking in the room Dad replies, “I think that’s a good idea.” Standing
outside all this time while they talk, I am almost frozen. Foggy white air comes
from my nose and mouth as I breathe. Finally, we get back in the warm van and
drive on toward town. Dad
tells me that there will be trouble on the reservation when we get back home. He
was looking in the door of the room and saw beer, coaches, and some of the team. I
ask, “Are you going to tell?” “No
way, I won’t have to tell. The girls will tell without any encouragement from
me.” Dad
warns, “Heather will have something to say to anyone who gets out of line. She
protects everyone in the tribe, but especially the young girls. Chester is there
and he will try to keep things from getting out of hand. But, they say when
Edwin has too much to drink, he becomes a different person, evil.” Arriving
at the north end of town, we park near the jail. We’ll
be better off in the jail where we can’t get involved in this,” Dad mutters. The
building is rectangular with steel bars on the windows and doors. It stands
alone, by itself with vacant lots on either side. The
downtown district is full of businesses and stores. Rows of two story buildings
line Main Street going toward the center of town. It looks like a typical
Midwest town with angled parking up and down the street and tall curbs along the
sidewalks of the storefronts. Walking
back to the car after taking Neewa for a run, I marvel at how busy it is. A
casino at the other end of town has so many blinking and flashing lights it
looks like Christmas time. There’re lots of fancy cars parked under the
marquis out front and people are coming and going through the revolving doors.
You’d think they were giving something away. Also
located downtown are souvenir shops and various tribal buildings such as the
community center and several schools. One of these schools has a gym attached
where the teams will be competing tomorrow. Suddenly,
I look up, out of nowhere comes Edwin’s truck speeding down Main Street. In
the front seat next to him are three girls waving at us as they come speeding
by. I wave back in dismay as the truck passes by out of control. Dad
exasperated says, “It’s against the law to give alcohol to anyone under the
legal drinking age. Some of those kids are fourteen.” I
can see more girls in the back of the pickup sitting on the thirty packs of beer
just picked up at the store. “They
are heading back to the motel I hope,” Dad says in disgust. “That is, if
they don’t kill themselves before they get there.” Chapter 30 - Go to Jail
Walking
into the Jail and right into the Sheriff’s office gave me a weird feeling. Dad
explains the situation to the Sheriff, “We are here with the basketball team.
The motel has no more rooms and we can’t afford the casino hotel rates.” The
sheriff is very understanding and accommodating, “You and your kids can stay
here. It’s not much, but it is dry, and warm. You are welcome to stay in this
cell.” “Sheriff”
I ask, “Can I bring my dog in? She is very good and she won’t bother anyone,
I promise.” He
says as we walk through the jail, “No problem just keep her in the cell with
you.” Sheriff Sam is a tall man, soft-spoken, with brown skin. He has all the stoic features of Cochise and Geronimo combined, with high check bones, a broad forehead, and piercing brown eyes. His shined brown western boots match his official kaki uniform that looks like a policeman’s uniform but beige instead of blue. The shirt has western style pockets, collar, and short sleeves. On his forearm is a tattoo of an eagle, globe, and anchor. His
leather belt has his name, SAM in capitals on the back. The one and three
fourths inch letters are carved into a two-inch by ten inch tan strip of finely
tooled leather. That piece is sewn to another two-inch wide strip of blue suede
that is double-stitched to a wide leather backing that completes the three
layers of his custom belt. Sheriff Sam’s buckle is a status symbol out West.
It’s sterling silver with a raised brass bronco rider in the center. As he lets us in the
cell he laughs, “Don’t worry I won’t lock you in.” There
doesn’t seem to be anyone else in any of the other three cells. As
I stand in our cell and look around, I feel much better about this whole thing.
The room looks more like a tidy youth hostel. It has double bunks on either
side, with mattresses, sheets, and bedspreads turned down at a corner. In one
area is a color-coordinated bathroom with a door. Colorful curtains cover the
bared window, and a nice woven rug warms the floor. On the beige painted cinder
block walls are pictures of peaceful lakes and streams. After
running out to get Neewa and our stuff, Jackie and I return to the jail with
Neewa in tow. I
then throw my sleeping bag onto a top bunk and shout, “I got this bunk.” Quickly
Jackie throws hers onto the other top bunk laughing, “Dad, I guess you’re on
the bottom.” Dad
replies, “No problem, I’m better off on the lower bunk.” Really,
I didn’t care where Dad was sleeping as long as I got a top bunk. Neewa
jumps on the other lower bunk and curls up into a ball like she always does. “I’m
sleeping in my cloths,” I announce. “It’s
obvious we’re all sleeping in our cloths Christina, this is a public place,”
Jackie sarcastically replies. It
took a while for me to get settled in our unusual surroundings. Jackie and I
talk about telling everyone we know that we stayed overnight in jail. “I’m
going to tell all my friends back East, they will go crazy,” she says. “I
can’t wait to tell Grandma and Grandpa,” I say thinking of the shock value
of this is sure to worry them into begging Dad to bring us home. Dad
nods, “Your Mom would not be happy about this, and when you tell Grandma and
Grandpa? Say it very, very slowly. Just tell them the truth, the motel had no
rooms and it was the only place left in town.” I
laugh nervously, “This is so cool.” “Good
night Dad, love you.” “Good
Night Tina, Jackie, love you.” “Love
You Dad, Christina,” Jackie says. “Good
night Neewa.” Of
course, Neewa is under the opposite bunk, watching everything. Then she
disappeared out the cell door for a while. I let her go and explore so she will
settle down. Later she comes back with the Sheriff who just couldn’t get
enough of her. He tells us she has a good appetite. I guess he shared his lunch
with her, probably gave her most of it, as well as any left over in the
refrigerator from lunches interrupted. I
wake up at about 3:00 AM. The Deputy Sheriff is bringing in a man and everyone
is talking and hollering. Someone
tells the man, “You have to stay here and sleep it off.” “I’m
not staying in this dam place,” The man yells back. “Oh
yes you are,” the deputy laughs. “You are not getting behind the wheel of
that truck until tomorrow. Now quit complaining and get some sleep before you
wake up the whole jail.” After
the cell door closes, I hear the lock turn and click. It’s quiet again as the
new guy mumbles for a little while longer and then falls asleep. Dad
and Jackie sleep right through the whole thing, they don’t even stir or turn
over. Neewa wakes up and looks at me. If I had gotten up to go somewhere, she
would have gotten up too. I
say to her, “It’s Okay Neewa, go back to sleep.” She
watches me until I close my eyes. I peak at her through my squinted eyes and she
closes her eyes and falls back to sleep. Morning
sun barges through the barred window into the cell. We are up and packing,
having gotten up as the day shift Sheriff came in and the night shift sheriff is
packing up. Sheriff Sam is going home. Sheriff
Sam walks through the jail and points at the man they brought in late last
night, “Let him go when he gets up.” The
Sheriff turns and looks toward us, “Hope you slept good?” I
answer, “Everything was fine, thank you for having us. I never slept in a jail
before, it was great fun.” Dad
nods, “Thank you. Is there a place close by for breakfast?” “Marge’s
Corner is just outside to the left,” He replies with a smile. We
gather our stuff, make the beds, and walk out the front door. It feels just as
weird walking out of jail as it did walking in. Two
more inches of fresh snow has fallen since we arrived and the plows have already
pushed it into piles. As
I walk to our car, I can see it isn’t snow bound. I throw my stuff in and walk
Neewa around the block. Dad
starts the car and leaves it idling so it will warm up for Neewa. With the sun
out, she will be as warm as toast in the van. We
walk over to Marge’s Corner for breakfast. Of course, I left the windows
cracked open and some food and water for Neewa. Later, the car will be warm for
her, while we are at the game. Chapter 31 - Basketball
After
breakfast I hurry to let Neewa out of the van so she can go for a run. Dad shuts
off the engine. It’ll be nice and warm for her while she waits for us. “I
promise I’ll be back in a little while,” I tell her, as I get ready. “I
swear Neewa, I will come back after the game.” She doesn’t seem to mind and
lays down for a two-hour nap. All
the players meet at the school gym for the big game. This game is between the
girl’s team from our reservation and the girl’s team here. The coaches and
the team members are all Native Americans except for us. In fact, everyone in
the gym is Native American but us. I’m
sitting in the first row of the bleachers, which is the team’s bench. I have
the best view of the game. All around me are the players. Some of them are
suited up and ready to play and others are not. Our girls know everyone on the
home team and many of the spectators. They are talking with the fans and have
lots of friends and relatives here. Some of them know each other from having
gone to residential high school together. They come from the far corners of this reservation. Some have
traveled as much as thirty miles just to get here. This
reservation is about twenty miles wide and fifty miles long. It is located on
the borderline of two states, and has over a thousand residents. The main
industries here are tourism, gambling, and ranching. Near the reservation is a
big lake for fishing and lots of forests to hunt game in. I’m
having fun people watching. Native Americans don’t look anything like the
people back east. Some of them are full-blooded and others have only one eighth
or one-sixteenth Indian blood, but they are Native Americans nonetheless. As
I look around the gym I see many different styles of dress. Some dress in
western cloths and a few are in business suits. Many of the men and woman have
cowboy boots and hats. And others have moccasins, deerskin pants, and ponchos
with beaded headbands. Some of the men have long straight hair and others have
short hair like Sheriff Sam. Many wear silver, turquoise, and coral necklaces,
bracelets, and rings. The
game has started and everyone in the bleachers is cheering. This is a fun game,
competitive but fun. The girls around us are having a good time cheering and
hollering for their team. One
yells, “Shoot it!” Another
screams, “Defense! Defense!” One
of the girls sitting with us turns to my Dad with a big bag of Redman Chewing
Tobacco in her hand. She holds out a pinch of the tobacco in her fingers and
looks right at Dad. “You
want a chew?” She says with her big blue eyes. Dad
hesitates, he isn’t even sure she is talking to him. Another
girl sitting next to Dad elbows him in the side and motions with her head toward
the girl with the chew. Now Dad knows she is talking to him all right. He
says, “Ah, no, no thanks, I don’t chew.” Dad
doesn’t even know how to chew tobacco. He’d probably choke if he tried it.
They will laugh at him if he does. The
girl who spoke to my Dad and all her girl friends are giggling and looking at
him. Again, she looks him in the eye. She
smiles and says, “I’m Linda.” Dad
says, “Hi I’m John.” She
says smiling, “I know who you are.” Turning
back toward the game and her friends she giggles and puts a tiny pinch of chew
in her cheek and continues watching the game. Linda
is a stunning looking woman who isn’t more than twenty-seven or twenty-eight
years old. Her long shiny straight black hair falls softly around her shoulders.
Her piercing sky blue eyes are set perfectly in her high cheekbones and petite
nose surrounded by soft peach skin. She
has a perpetual smile, gleaming white teeth, and rose-colored lips. She
wears leather boots, embossed with intricate designs, tight jeans, and a western
shirt. On her head is a cowboy hat with a beaded headband. Wow, she is a
knockout with a slightly mischievous look in her eyes like a Frank Rinehart
photograph. I
found out from one of the other girls that Linda is a college student in Denver
and studying to be a doctor. Dad
can’t stop looking at her, and she is definitely flirting with him. I
overheard a couple of the girls mention the party last night. It came up a few
times in conversations taking place around me in the bleachers. I heard a
comment or two and a few details slipped from their lips. I
listened to the girls recount who was with who, and doing what. One
of the girls who was only one year older than me asked, “What did I do wrong?
We were all just having fun? I did not do anything wrong.” She
was unsure of herself and her voice trailed off at the end. It was not my place
to answer her or even change my expression. One
of the older girls heard her talking to me. The
older girl frowned and angrily said, “Oh yeah, Edwin is in big trouble when he
gets back. Heather is going to put a spell on him and turn him into a frog. Then
she will become an eagle and fly down and eat him for dinner. That will be the
end of Edwin.” Another
girl sympathetically says, “Edwin has changed. He used to be a nice guy and
then all of a sudden he’s different. I don’t see what she sees in him
anyway, besides he’s married.” Diane
is here too and she adds, “He is evil, someone will have to put him down.” The
basketball game is coming to an end. The teams are tied and a shot is about to
be taken. The entire gym is silent. A roar comes from the crowd as the shot is
made. “Hurray!
Hurray!” The crowd roars. The
final buzzer sounds and everyone is cheering. The home team has won. We
all move from the bleachers onto the gym floor. Walking out to the teams, I
congratulate several of our players on their effort. Linda
and her friends are also out on the gym floor, talking and fooling around with
friends and team members. Plans for the evening are being made around us and we
decide to hang a little while longer. All
the coaches are talking with each other. The coaches know Dad from work where
they have their own company team and they compete against other companies. They
call my Dad coach, because he’s the oldest one on the team. It took a while
for them to get accustomed to him, but now they are used to his ways and he’s
invited wherever they go. Linda,
the gorgeous Indian maiden in the bleachers, walks up to us, “You guys coming
to the Pow Wow later?” Dad
asks, “We would like to go? Where is it?” She
replies smiling at Dad, “Come to the general store at three, I will take you
guys.” Linda
walks back to her friends. She smiles at Dad as she and her friends walk out of
the gym. We
are behind them, walking out when I ask, “Dad, What is a Pow Wow?” Dad
has a dumb look on his face, “I have no idea, but I heard something about one
once. I thought it was only for Indians. I didn’t know daiboo’s could go?” I’m
impatient, “Dad what is a daiboo?” Dad
replies, “The word daiboo is the Indian word for non-Indian.” The
Chippewa word is waubewy'on. I
take off running to the van. Neewa sees me and jumps around inside the car ready
to get out. “Neewa
good girl. Happy to see me?” I open the door. She
leaps out of the van and jumps all over me. I quickly take her for a run. “Fetch,”
I yell as I throw a stick into the snow. “I
hope she doesn’t bring back a bone again,” Jackie says laughing. I
answer, “Yah, that was too scary. I thought I was going to faint when she
brought that bone back and dropped it on your feet, ha ha.” Playing
fetch with Neewa is good for her. She needs the exercise to keep her muscles and
bones strong. She
can’t seem to find the stick so I pick up another and throw it shouting.
“Get it Neewa, get it girl.” She
powers through the snow to where the stick disappears and plunges her nose down
into a foot of snow, somehow coming up with the stick I threw. Then she brings
it back to me and actually drops it right on my sneaker. “Ouch!”
I yell. She
looks up at me with concern. “I’m
just kidding around Neeewa.” I
take the stick off my sneaker and run with it and Neewa chases me down the
street. We play for a while and head back to the car. “Neewa
later we are going to a Pow Wow and you are not allowed. You can stay in the car
again. We are going to meet my new friend Linda. She’s taking us to the Pow
Wow. I’ll only be another hour or so and then we are going home.” Chapter 32 - Pow Wow
We
are having sandwiches and sodas at the drug store after having shopped around at
some of the local stores. “Hurry
Jackie finish your sandwich,” I say. Just
then Linda’s drives up. It’s three o’clock, she’s right on time. Out of
the car she whirls dressed in her
ceremonial costume. Walking
toward us she says, “Hey you guys. How’s it going? Are you ready to go?” She
looks beautiful like an Indian maiden. Dad looks at her all goo-goo eyed again,
but says nothing. “The
Pow Wow is about to begin. It’s one of our oldest traditions,” Linda says as
we compliment her. “Your
hair is gorgeous.” “Linda”,
Jackie gasps, “I want to borrow that dress. Is it real deerskin? And those
beaded knee-high moccasins, oh my god, I want them.” We
gobble up the remaining bites and pay at the counter. “Let’s
go,” Linda says as we leave the store and get into her car. “Pow
Wow’s date back hundreds of years to my great ancestors. The tribe would come
together to celebrate a birth, the harvest, or a victory on the battlefield. We
fought with other tribes for hundreds of years. They would raid our village and
we would retaliate and raid their village. Then it was the settlers and then the
U.S. Calvary.” Linda
explains, “The Pow Wow is going to be in the Round Hall building, a special
building. At
the Pow Wow we will dance the Circle Dance in celebration of spring. I’m
dressed in traditional costume for the Shawl Dance, it is a dance that shows off
a maiden’s dancing skills.” I
interrupt, “Your outfit is so beautiful.” “There
will be other dances too, all of them are very meaningful to us. After
the Pow Wow the Tribal Chairman, Tribal Council, and members meet in the
business hall next to the Round Hall. Reports about the tribes businesses will
be given. Oh
we’re here, I’ll drop you guys off at the door. Go in and get a seat before
it gets too crowded. I’ll
come and say hello after the Pow Wow is over. John, I will see you after the Pow
Wow, Right?” Dad
manages to get out a, “yes”. Jackie
and I just looked at each other and mumble, “Oh brother.” I
tell Dad, “You are not cool, you think you are, but you are not. Stop trying
to act cool.” We
walk into the Round Hall building, a huge rotunda the shape of two half
clamshells put together into a single round dome, but bigger. Inside,
the frame is made of huge tree timbers that go from the ceiling down to the dirt
floor. A rock wall that looks like a natural stadium bleacher fills one side. A
couple of rows of wooden benches made of split trees line the rest of the
outside walls. The sturdy benches have wooden legs made of small limbs cut from
the forest a hundred years ago. The ends of the benches are decorated with
intricate carved designs of animal heads and mystical looking figures. We
end up in seats near the center of the hall but pretty far back. People are
filing in, sitting everywhere, and filling the place. I see many of the same
people that were at the basketball game. One or two of them walk by us and
recognize me from the game. They nod and I smile back. “This
place is full of Indians,” I whisper to Dad, “We are the only diaboo’s in
the place.” Dad
replies, “Few whites ever get to go to an all Indian Pow Wow on tribal land.
We are surrounded by miles and miles of Indian land.” The
Pow Wow begins with a single drumbeat echoing through the hall. It is a very
slow, firm beat, very serene. Increasing in volume little by little, the
drumbeat progresses to a more powerful, pulsating beat that reverberates
throughout the building. Slowly more drums join in and the volume increases.
Suddenly the musicians are in full swing, several more drums are added and begin
different parallel rhythms. I
feel the vibrations hitting me, sound waves pounding my eardrums. It
sounds like a war rhythm. The same one Geronimo danced to the night before his
band of Apache warriors went into battle. At a signal from the lead drummer, the
drums slow way down to a whisper. Indians
dressed in regular street clothing and others in ceremonial garb cross the
threshold from the seats onto the large dirt floor in the center of the hall.
They begin to form a big circle, holding hands at first and then letting go
after the circle is complete. Waiting patiently for the drums to be joined by
singers, the dancers pulse to the beating drums. The
Pow Wow has begun with the Circle Dance. Now the drums are loud and the singing
begins as pounding feet join the refrain. The three together are a chorus with
alto, soprano, and bass, all keeping tempo. The floor begins to move as one. A
circle made of Indians in step with one another, moves to the left, two stepping
in unison, as if they are one. They circle in harmony looking to each other. Abruptly
the singing stops, the dancers become still, the circle dance has ended. The
drums begin again with little hesitation, missing only a beat or two. A single
dancer takes the center of the great hall, turning, spinning across the floor,
returning to the perimeter. “Hey
Ya Hey Ya Hey Ya,” Echoes as the room becomes alive with the singers and their
sharp voices. The sounds grow louder with a higher pitch in every resounding
“Hey Ya.” “Hey
Ya, Hey Ya, Hey Ya, Hey Ya, Hey Ya, Hey Ya,” The singers are in rhythm with
the drummers. I listen as the refrains repeat themselves. I’ve heard something
like this before, in movies or news clips depicting Native American
Celebrations. Five,
six, seven drums pounding, repeating two perfectly timed beats. The second
strike of the drum is very sharp and heavier than the first, boom Boom, boom
Boom, boom Boom, boom Boom, boom Boom, boom Boom. Faster they pound, putting us
all into a daydream, a spiritual like trance. The beats of the drums are
synchronized with the high-pitched melodic inflections of voices that soften,
and then sharpen on queue as the rhythms change. For
at least fifteen minutes, the singers call and answer, back and forth from
singer to drummer, drummer to singer, as the dancers provide a background. Roots
used for medicine and to ward off evil burn like incense in the hall. The
medicine woman showed me these plants in her garden. She said they are used for
healing and in ceremonies. It smells like burning charcoal with a scent of sage
and desert dew. Clouds hang over us like the cold air inside the hall that
I’ve now forgotten about. Colored layers of smoke resembling the sandstone and
shale of the desert ravines and baron hillsides swirl and blanket the hall’s
spiritual harmony. Jackie,
Dad and me stare at the dancers circling one-way around the floor as more of the
Nation’s People come from their seats to join in the Circle Dance. In unison
they move, fluid and smooth, they step toe to heal, toe to heal. The men, woman, and children straighten and bend to the pulse of the music. Dust from the dirt floor rises a few inches at the dancers feet giving the illusion that they have levitated above the floor. Flowing strands of rawhide and silk threads hang down from their garments and sway back and forth in time with the drums and singers. Chanting
reverberates through the hall accompanied by drumming, piercing voices, and the
movement of the dancers gives the scene a surreal feel. “Hey
ya, Hey ya, Hey ya, Hey ya,” again saturates the air. Suddenly
everything stops. Silence! Suspended in motion are the dancers, musicians, and
singers. No one moves or speaks. Frozen in whatever position or location they
are when the silence began. They are unmoving, as if in a still life photograph
taken at this very instant. Not a muscle flinches nor the glance of an eye
changes. Abruptly
the stillness breaks and the suspended animation ends. All who are frozen step
quickly to the side, forward, or back to regain their balance before falling
down in the circle. Each dancer smiles as he or she regains their steadiness,
happy to have “caught” themselves. The “catching” of ones self is an
experience practiced throughout Native American folklore. Something to do with
holding your own spirit, its a secret too, like everything. Everyone
is laughing and greeting each other. Smiles, eye contact, and nods are exchanged
amongst the dancers around the circle and the musicians. The
drummers and singers are smiling and laughing. Each of us sitting in the room
rises to our feet, smiling and nodding too. It’s contagious, traveling through
the Round Hall like a “wave” at a sports event. Next a rapturous applause
breaks out with high-pitched calls and cries echoing for seconds that seem like
minutes. “The
Deer Dancer is next,” someone behind us whispers to Jackie. Some
kids sitting by her are playing with her coat and scarf. Jackie is chatting with
them as they tell her about their uncle, a Chief, who will be dancing next. Again,
the circle takes shape with a mixture of new dancers and some of the dancers
already on the floor. “Shush,
Shush!” One to another they whisper, “Shush.” The
great hall becomes silent. Softly the drums begin their familiar beat, boom
Boom, one two, one two, boom Boom, boom Boom. Surprising
us, the Chief leaps into the circle. A gasp emanates from the crowd. The Chief
has a deer antler headdress called a “gast o hweh.” The
deer antlers of the Deer Dancer’s headdress are real. They are connected to
the headdress by a small piece of deer skull and covered in buckskin. It’s
small like a cap with two large antlers standing straight up like on a deer. One
large eagle feather is placed in the middle, signifying there is harmony and
unity in the tribe. Linda
was telling me at lunch that when the Chief dances with the Deer Dance Headdress
on, he’s transformed into the “Spirit Deer,” a mythological deer. The
Chief continues dancing alone in the circle as the outer circle and everyone in
their seats watch for the transformation. Musicians are chanting, drums are
beating. One
by one mythological animals enter the hall, pass through the circle, and form a
small inner ring. “Bear” steps forward into the inner ring and joins the
Chief. Next are the spirits of “Stork,” and then “Beaver”. Stork is one
of Spirit Deer’s closest allies, always watching out for him from the sky.
Beaver too is his friend; he makes the meadows, ponds, and lakes for deer and
the others. The
drums are pounding in the background and chanting has grown even more powerful.
All of a sudden, a great crescendo of drumming and chanting erupts as the Chief
leaps high into the air and lands on his knees. Surrounded in the inner ring by
his allies, the spirits that have joined him. He looks up into the heavens as
everything stops. The Chief is transformed into the Spirit Deer. The
mythological animals circle around the now transformed Spirit Deer. The Deer
Dance is over. The
inner and outer circles open up providing an exit of enlightenment for the
Spirit Deer who departs on a voyage, a journey to protect the worthy from evil. Silence
follows and then everyone in the circle begins talking while returning to his or
her seats. Heather,
the medicine woman will be next. I didn’t even know she was at the Pow Wow. I
learned after the basketball game that she would be performing the Bean Dance. She
steps onto the dirt floor wearing a large headdress that looks like a
“Katsina” Doll. The Katsina, also known as “Katsinam” is sometimes
called a Kachina Doll. They are representations of supernatural God like
spirits. Spirit Beings that live among the Indian people. Heather
is wearing the Katsina spirit headdress of Wuyak-Kuita. This spirit protects you
from evil trespassers. Around her shoulders is a ceremonial robe called a Button
Blanket. The blanket is dark wool and decorated with beads and paintings of
animals. It has rows of seashells sewn onto it. One of the figures is a deer,
another an eagle, and the third design is a bear. A
small self-contained fire is burning red-hot flames on the floor before Heather.
Some drumming and very low chanting can be heard in the background. Heather
walks around the flame chanting and then reaches into her bandolier bag, which
hangs neatly around her neck and shoulder. She throws a handful of powder into
the flame. Red smoke rises straight up toward the ceiling and hangs in the air
over her head. Another fistful of powder is tossed in the fire. This time yellow
smoke ascends, like a signal, to the ceiling joining the red smoke hanging over
us. Minutes pass as Heather completes the rest of the ceremony. Several more
clouds of smoke rise up above the bleachers as she dances around the flames. The
drums and chanting grow louder reaching a deafening volume. All at once Heather
throws two more handfuls of powder into the flame and dark clouds of black smoke
engulf her as the chanting and the drumming suddenly stop. As
the smoke clears everyone gasps, “Oh, ah.” Oh,
ah,” again comes from the throngs of viewers followed by “shush, shush!” Heather
is gone disappearing into thin air, the Bean Dance is over. Jackie
and I look at each other as I whisper, “Did you see that?” Dad
whispers, “That was amazing, she just vanished.” Jackie
says in a soft voice, “That was no trick.” My
ghost hunting face becomes twisted as I try to form the words to describe my
loss of fame and fortune. I
stammer, “Dad, you didn’t bring any equipment at all?” My
discovery of real spirits will go undocumented again. Jackie
questions, “Nothing Dad? We have nothing?” “Brought
nothing of what?” He asks innocently, “Oh that.” Finally
coming out of Heathers trance he whispers, “No, we have none of our ghost
hunting equipment. Sorry, couldn’t take the chance that anything from work
might be misplaced or broken. Or worse they might find out about our hobby.
Besides we were supposed to be having fun at a basketball game. How was I
supposed to know we’d be going to a Pow Wow?” Disgusted
I throw up my hands, “Nothing, we brought nothing!” Linda’s
Shawl Dance is next. It’s performed to celebrate an occasion, entertain, or
teach. This dance is done in full traditional costume and performed by a special
maiden selected by the tribe’s Pow Wow committee. Linda
appears on the dirt floor dressed as we had seen her earlier with some additions
to her costume. She wears a deerskin dress with beaded mythological designs sewn
into the shoulders complimented by beaded knee-high moccasins. Around her
shapely waist is a concha belt made of silver seashells inlaid with turquoise
and coral. The blue turquoise represents the sky and the red coral symbolizes
fire. She wears a headband, not a headdress, with beaded designs and eagle
feathers hanging down. Her cape has eagle feathers along the entire hemline,
stretching from one hand across her back to her other hand, like wings. Musicians
and singers begin in unison as she starts turning and spinning, portraying the
legend for all of us see. She is spectacular, her footwork precise and
deliberate. It is a beautifully choreographed five-minute celebration of the
Shawl Dance. Almost
as quickly as it began, it is over. The music stops and Linda stands still. A
roar comes from all the people in the hall. They are stomping their feet and
yelling high-pitched cries, whops, yips, and blood curdling calls. They continue
for almost a minute until she leaves the dirt floor. Even after she has left,
bedlam continues and when she returns and waves to the crowd, mayhem gives way
to applause that thunders through the room. The place is shaking as she exits
for the last time. The
musicians get up and begin to gather their instruments and belongings. They
receive a standing ovation with whops and calls acknowledging their
contribution. Finally calm prevails. People
in the hall are filing out through the doors. Everyone is leaving the hall. We
gather up our things and head for the exit. Around us everyone is talking about
how good the Deer Dancer, Heather, Linda, and the musicians were. I’m
thinking about the video I could have made of the Pow Wow. I could’ve had a
complete documentary of a real Pow Wow and a medicine woman vanishing. As I
ponder my lost fame and fortune I turn my thoughts to walking Neewa and the
three-hour ride home. Linda
comes running over to us. I am so excited to see her. Jackie and I run to her
and give her a big group hug. Energized from her performance she pulls Dad into
our group embrace. Linda
gets eye-to-eye with Dad, so close I thought their lips touched, “I will be
coming home next week.” Dad
replies spellbound by the closeness of her body to his, “Oh you must come to
visit us.” Linda
answers, “I will come, it’ll be great to see you guys.” After
a last embrace she runs off with her friends giggling, “See you next week.” Dad
motions writing on a pad, “We have to give your our number.” “I
have it,” She laughs as she is swallowed up in an ocean of long black hair,
headbands, and cowboy hats. Dad
mutters to himself as we leave the great hall, “How did she get our number?” Jackie
and I looked at each other smiling. I
whisper to Jackie, “If Dad doesn’t know that Linda is Chester’s sister by
now, I’m not telling him.” Jackie
replies, “He is so dumb, dah.” We
arrive back at the van after the ten-block walk in the freezing cold. We’re
packed and ready for the long ride home. Neewa is so glad to see me, she jumps
all over as we gallop down the street for her last run before we hit the road. “I
missed you Neewa, good girl, good girl, run girl run. We are going home.” *** We
arrived home in the middle of the night. The house and the neighborhood are
dark. After
getting washed up, I’m in bed, ready to sleep. “Dad,
Why does Jackie have to take a bath now?” I shout from my room. “Never
mind,” I’m so tired I don’t even care. She
can use up all the hot water tonight. I’ll have plenty for my morning shower. Chapter 33 - Linda for Dinner
Linda
calls us to say she is coming to town to visit her family and friends. She has a
week off from school. Dad
is getting all kinds of special stuff out of boxes. Out comes Grandma’s set of
earthenware dishes. We haven’t seen those dishes in two years. He also takes
out the candlestick holders and is buying new candles. We only use them during
power blackouts. And he’s putting placemats on the dinner table too. He’s
making a real fuss about Linda’s visit. It’s
early morning and Dad asks, “Hey you guys I spoke to Linda and she asked if
she can stay over here at our house a few nights? She said the spirits at her
Mom’s house give her the creeps. So what do you think? Can she stay in one of
your rooms? I’ll sleep on the couch and whoever gives up their room can stay
in my room.” “I
got a better idea,” I tell him, “How about you stay on the couch and Linda
stays in your room. Jackie and I keep our rooms? Duh!” Dad
replies, “Ok, that sounds good to me, I’ll run it by Linda.” “What
did she say? The spirits at her house give her the creeps?” I laugh quietly,
“How about introducing us to those spirits, Ha ha?” Dad
answers, “Yeah Christina, we’ll just walk in there and meet them.” Unannounced
Linda shows up earlier than anticipated. Dad is helping her bring in her stuff
and puts it in his room. Linda
talks a lot about medical school, how much work I requires, and all the time she
devotes to it. She says she’s been looking forward to time off and being able
to think about something other than school. Dad
told us she would be in and out of the house since she has a lot of people to
see and things to do. He said one night she might be here for dinner and the
next morning, gone. She will probably sleep over a friend’s house one or two
nights, so we might not see her for a couple days? Who knows? He concluds at the
end of his speech. I
show Linda around a little. She is getting a kick out of our lab in the living
room. I tried to clean it up, but it’s obvious something is going on there. Inquisitively
she handles some of our equipment, “What do you guys do with all this
stuff?” Dad
answers, “A lot of that equipment is from work. I bring it home to test it. We
bring it camping with us and do field tests too.” “I
think there’s something else behind all this?” She picks up various meters
and then checks out the thermal infrared camera. Dad
replies, “Well you’ll have to come camping with us sometime and you can see
what we do with it.” *** The
week is going by fast. We are sitting down to our last supper with Linda before
she goes back to school in the morning. Linda wants to hear more stories like
the one’s I’ve already told her. She says I’m a great storyteller. Again I
tell her about Neewa. How I got her at the pound and everything. I tell her
about the Tribal Historian Meeting and when the little girl asked if I knew,
Neewa has a spirit?” Linda
is all ears and laughs at the jokes I sprinkle in. She wants to hear all about
Jackie and I. I tell her about New Jersey and how I want to go back. Jackie
happily adds, “Me too, I miss all my friends and especially Grandma and
Grandpa.” Linda
tells us she is going to do her residency in New York City in eighteen months. Looking
at Dad with that twinkle in her blue eyes she speaks, “Are you guys going to
be living close to New York City?” Dad
explains, “We’re going to be pretty close to New York City. It’s still
quite a trip to travel back and forth everyday. A lot depends on the time of day
and the traffic. It could take two hours each way. Dad
says, “We’ll be going back East before you start your internship. You can
come and stay with us.” Linda
replies, “Yeah, I’ll visit you guys. They have apartments for us at the
university hospital.” Dad
replies, “Yes of course, you must come and stay with us, it’s settled.” It’s
been a cool having Linda visit. She and Dad got along really well. Linda says
we’ll be getting together again soon. I’m going to miss her, though I know
she has to go back to school. I hope she visits us. Maybe she can stay with us
when we get back east? That would be so cool, as long as she doesn’t mind my,
ghost hunting. Chapter 34 - Camping
Spring
is so close I can feel it and smell it in the air. I’m packing Neewa’s bowls
and chain for our camping trip to Ruby Lake Reserve, a National Wildlife Refuge.
I’ll be picking pine nuts, hiking, and fishing. Chester and his girl friend
Marlene decided to come too. I’m
bringing my sleeping bag and all my stuff. I
pull Dad over to the side away from everyone, “Dad can we bring the ghost
hunting stuff?” Concerned
about our safety and his job, “I’m afraid the whole reservation will know if
we do? Its not a good idea.” “Come
on Dad,” Jackie breaks in, “We have to go ghost hunting out there.” Dad
replies, “Can’t do it, the guys at work are already suspicious about me
taking equipment home on the weekends. And Chester will be there. Whatever we do
will get back to everyone, including Heather and Linda.” “You
know how the Indian Grape Vine works. Look what happen to coach Edwin when he
got back from the basketball game. Everyone knew what he did. I saw him at a
softball game a week later. He looked like someone ran over him with a truck.
You should have seen the look in his eyes. The whole tribe shamed him. He has a
long road ahead of him if he’s going to redeem himself. I heard Heather almost
got rid of him. No, we can’t risk it.” Starting
off early Saturday is Dad’s idea. We all pile into our van. Dad wants to get
there with plenty of time to pick pine nuts. Or is it to go fishing? Chester is
six feet tall and he can barley get in or out of our front seat. Dad is five
feet eleven inches and has to put his seat all the way back to fit. In the back
seats are Marlene, Jackie, Neewa and I. It’s a little tight but we fit. Neewa
is in the third seat with me and all our gear is behind us. She’s able to jump
around everywhere as usual, but lies down and is sleeping next to me. Chester
and Dad love to fish the marshes. They talk about it all the time. It’s
Dad’s all-time favorite fishing spot. Chester
says, “There are plenty of pinion pine trees in the mountains surrounding the
marshes. The weather’s good and it’s time to harvest the pine nuts. We’ll
get bags of them.” Chester’s
girlfriend is Chinese American with long straight black hair below her
shoulders. Marlene is very close to her family in California. She talks about
them all the time and misses them terribly. Sometimes she just breaks down
crying because she misses them so much. When Marlene and Chester are together
they look like brother and sister, same color skin, hair, everything. I’m
telling Chester and Marlene about Neewa and the pumpkin pies that disappeared,
they laugh and laugh. “We
still can’t figure out how she got up on the counter?” I say, interested to
hear Chester’s ideas. Chester
says, “Maybe she flew up onto the counter like a ghost.” We
all laugh and laugh riding down the road. I have pine nuts dancing in my head as I fall asleep on a rolled up sweatshirt pushed up against the window. I think the real reason we are going to the marshes is because it has eight-pound brown trout all through its canals and ponds. The
Ruby Lake Reserve is a National Wildlife Refuge. People go there to camp, bird
watch, hunt, and fish. The
Native Americans that live around here call it the Ruby Marshes. That is what
they called it before anyone else even knew about it. It was designated a
federal park in 1938 by President Franklin D. Roosevelt. But
before that, Indians migrated through the area for hundreds of years, hunting
and gathering food for survival. They moved south to north with the good
weather, following the seasons. These people were known as hunter-gatherers. The
drive to the marshes will take four hours through desolate, barren desert. The
desert is teaming with life. At first glance it looks like there isn’t
anything going on out here. But in the mountain deserts life is everywhere if
you know where to look. There are prairie dogs, mule deer, and antelope to name
a few. So far this trip I saw a gopher, rabbits and a rare roadrunner. And there
are insects, lots of bugs, mosquitoes, and beetles. Beautiful
birds are hidden everywhere in the desert. Hummingbirds drink the pollen from
the desert flowers, while hawks circle above looking for prey. Eagles too patrol
the scrub forests and the desert looking for dinner or a snack. And there are
plenty of buzzards waiting to clean up whatever dead animal is leftover. The
predators like the coyote, fox, and even wolves roam the desert. They look for
moles, deer, and prairie dogs. Animals in the food chain finish every morsel
they can get, devouring every last bit. Any carcass out here is picked clean,
right down to the bones. Even the flies and maggots make sure nothing is left to
eat. There is no time to waste in the desert. It’s first come first serve. Many
species of desert flowers grow here. There are Yucca, Buckwheat, Ruby Mountain
Primrose, Monte Neva Paintbrush, Milk Vetch, and Scorpion Flowers. After a
rainstorm, the desert comes alive, flowers bloom, and grasses color the rolling
hills and paint the desert landscape. Dad
complains, “The prairie dogs run across the road just as I get close. Are they
playing chicken with our van?” “Squish,
Splat. Oh no, I hit that one!” Dad screeches. He
looks in the rear view mirror. We all turn to survey the remains of the poor
little prairie dog. Chester
says, “John I’m going to tell you how to avoid the suicidal prairie dogs.” Everyone
laughs. Dad
stutters, “J-just as I pass, it runs out into the road. It’s crazy. Stay on
the side of the road! You nutty prairie dog.” Chester
says, “You’ll never hit one if you don’t slow down or swerve to try to
avoid it. That’s when you run one over. If you stay straight and maintain your
speed, you wont hit it. They run under the car and between the wheels.” Chester
warns laughing, “If you slow down, speed up, or swerve? Squish, splat, more
food for the buzzards.” We
laugh. From
now on Dad doesn’t change direction or slow down when he sees prairie dogs run
in front of the van. Amazingly, he doesn’t hit another prairie dog. About
an hour away from Ruby Lake we see a sign for the Park and turn onto the dirt
road entrance. A marker says, Ruby Lake Campground twenty-five miles. It
seems like forever, traveling miles and miles through the scrub forest and
sagebrush on this endless dirt road. Dust and pebbles kick up into the air
behind our van as we barrel down the road. Finally we arrive in the park. I
didn’t see one car on the entire access road. As we turn into the camping
area, it appears to be empty. Dad
declares, “Pick out a campsite, we can take any of these, or two if you
want.” He
pulls into the driveway of campsite number nine. I let Neewa jump out my door
and she disappears into the brush. We all get out to stretch and look around.
The afternoon air is crisp and clean and I can see the marsh stretching across
the valley in front of me. On
the ridge looking out over the park Jackie yells, “Look at this, you can see
everything from here, this is the one I want.” “There’s
nobody here, just a few motor homes over in the Motor Homes area, but no tent
campers except for us.” You
pay for the night by putting money in an envelope provided and leave it in a
wooden box at the end of the driveway. It’s self-service camping. The park
rangers come around in the afternoon and pick up the envelopes. Stunning
beauty and tranquility surrounds me as far as I can see. I stare into the miles
of marsh, with reeds swaying and grasses blowing in the breezes that whip across
the water leaving tinny wave trails. Mountains surround us, glowing in crimson
earth tones from the sun’s rays beating down. The marsh is an enormous meadow
comprised of soft pastel colors, purple, blue, yellow, and light green, all
blended together. Underneath
the umbrella of flora and fauna are vast amounts of water. But only specks of
the green blue water are visible from our vantage point up here. Birds
of all types pop up and then disappear as they skip from reed to cattail, flying
to and from their nests. Like dancers they glide and leap about, taking
different poses on the flowers and tall stems. Some just hover above the marsh
looking for their favorite foods, waiting to dive, to make a grab. Others feed
on a wide variety of seeds and bugs and then return to their young hidden
amongst the safety of the pallet of color. Ducks
and geese are departing as others come in for landings, “Splash, quack!
Splash, honk honk!” Like
the runways of a modern airport, the many landing strips are all in use at the
same time. Ducks, snow geese, and swan land and take off while two great blue
heron pass by above us. Gliding effortlessly, they turn and circle. “Neewa,
Neewa, Neewa!” I call her so she doesn’t stray too far. Galloping
toward me from a nearby stream that feeds the marsh, she stops and shakes off
the water from her coat into the air like a sprinkler onto my legs and feet. “You
stay close Neewa, I don’t want you going too far,” I order sternly. We
unpack our tent and gear for the evening. I finally pick a spot to put up my
tent and prepare for the night. It is still warm right now, but I wonder about
the cold night ahead. We have two tents for the three of us. Jackie and I get
the bigger one with the screen door and rain cover and Dad gets the little one. Chester
walks over to me as Neewa follows him around, “It will be cold tonight. Bring
some of these large round rocks into your tent and put them in your sleeping
bag. Here take this one. The rocks are warm from sitting in the sun all day and
they will give off heat during the night.” Chester
and Marlene want to sleep out under the stars in just their sleeping bags. I see
Chester putting a lot of rocks in the two bags. Jackie and I gather rocks and
put them in our bags. The
sandwiches we brought from home are in the cooler. They are looking mighty good
right now. I’m ready to eat, but we are all walking to one of the ponds first. Jackie,
Chester, Dad, and me bring along our fishing poles as we follow the dirt trail
through the tall grass down to the marsh. As
we approach the water a multitude of different birds come into view. Ducks are
paired off and swim about. They have vibrant iridescent colors that shimmer from
the reflected light off the water. Shiny black wings, fluorescent red heads and
glowing green and beige feathers. Every size and color bird imaginable, bright
orange, golden brown, and blue feathers are being dried and preened in every
direction. You
can actually drive your motor home out on these access roads. There are only two
other families out here right now. One camper is parked on a canal with a
solitary fisherman on the bank near by. As we approach, he becomes excited and
runs up to us, wild enthusiasm in his eyes. Unable
to contain himself he brags, “I already caught two five-pound brown trout.” Turning
back to his rod and reel, he reenters the trance from which he had taken a
momentary break. Totally under the spell of the challenge of catching the
creatures that lie beneath the water, his singular transfixed gaze returns to
the shimmering hypnotic water. There
is a second motor home further out on the canal bank as each of us begins to
separate, picking a place to fish. I
love fishing, and this is the most exciting place there is. We are hundreds of
miles from any town, with thousands of protected acres of land around us. Dad
gets a hit, but can’t set the hook. “Dam
I missed it!” Dad grimaces. The
sun has already dropped below the mountaintops that surround the marshes. The
sky darkens as we head for camp. Night comes as we reach our campsite, worn-out
from the long day. I’m
beat and ready to finish my half eaten sandwich, hang out by the campfire a
little, and go to sleep. Neewa’s
bowls of food and water are empty. I refill them and she lies down by my tent
watching me. Gradually
the moon, once concealed behind the mountains, begins to light the panorama
around us. Bats
begin to fly their nightly missions above, scooping up their meal of choice.
There are plenty of delicious mosquitoes, flies, and other insects to go around.
Some bates eat as many as a thousand mosquitoes in one night. There are dozens
of different types of bats out here, Silver-Haired, Allen’s Big-Eared,
Spotted, Western Red, Hoary, and Western Yellow to name a few. Tonight
the sky is clear and full of billions of stars. They look like candles burning,
flickering in the night. I can see the Milky Way stretching from horizon to
horizon. The planets are easy to pick out. They shine like spotlights. And
spring and summer constellations extend across the sky like a bracelet around
the heavens. The
stars are brighter because we are in the middle of nowhere. There are no towns,
homes, or anything around for miles. Chester,
Jackie, Neewa, and myself sit by the fire. Chester begins to tell a tale his
Grandfather told him when he was a boy. He
looks at us and begins, “The name of the story is, Coyote and the Monster. A
long, long time ago, people did not yet inhabit the earth. A monster walked upon
the land, eating all the animals except Coyote. Coyote was angry that his
friends were gone. He climbed the tallest mountain and tied himself to the top.
Coyote called upon the monster, challenging it to try to eat him. The monster
sucked in all the air, hoping to pull in Coyote with its powerful breath. But
the ropes holding Coyote were too strong. The monster tried many other ways to
get Coyote off the mountain, but it was no use. Realizing that Coyote was sly
and clever, the monster thought of a new plan. It would befriend Coyote and
invite him to stay at its home. Before the visit began, Coyote said that he
wanted to visit his friends and asked if he could enter the monster's stomach to
see them. The monster allowed this. Once inside the monster, Coyote cut out its
heart and set fire to its insides. His friends were freed. Then
Coyote decided to make a new animal. He flung pieces of the monster in the four
directions. Wherever the pieces landed, a new tribe of Indians emerged. He ran
out of body parts before he could create a new human animal on the site where
the monster had lain. He used the monster's blood, which was still on his hands,
to create the Nez Perce, who would be strong and good.” On
that note I turn and walk to my tent, “And thanks for the bloody monster story
just before I go to sleep. Are you trying to creep me out?” “Ha
ha ha ha, he he he he,” We all laugh. “Yeah
thanks Chester,” Jackie adds. We
get into our sleeping bags, zip, zip. Chapter 35 - Howling
I
peer out of the screen door of the tent into the marsh and beyond. A quarter
crescent moon begins to poop up over the mountaintop, large and bright, so
close, I can reach out and pull it from the sky. That’s when I hear it, as the
moon glistens on the water of the marshlands. “Owwww,
Ow, owww,” The howling begins as if on queue, like the beginning of a horror
movie. That
first cry comes from the dark shadows of the mountains, where the moon’s light
doesn’t reach, but not far from the shimmering reflection on the water before
me. Suddenly,
another lament comes from the north end of the marsh, “Owwww, Ow, owwwwww,
Owwww, Ow, owwwwww.” Neewa
begins sniffing the air, her nose pointing straight up. I
think this could be the end, she will surely run away and go back to the
wilderness. Fear spreads through my body, tightening every muscle. “It’s
as if they are asking each other questions and then answering,” I whisper to
Jackie beside me. I
yell in the direction of Chester and Marlene’s sleeping bags, “What are
they?” Moments
pass like minutes when Chester comes to the campfire near our tent, “They are
coyote. Don’t worry, they won’t bother us.” Chester hesitates and nods at
Neewa laughing, “I wasn’t counting on having one of the coyotes here in
camp, ha ha ha.” It’s
difficult for me to read Chester’s laugh. He’s not afraid, that I know. It
seems like he’s always laughing at some irony in the world. Like it’s his
destiny in life to look at things around him and see the humor, sadness, or joy
in them. It’s as if he thinks he is here in this world temporarily, a kind of
a layover. The
coyote’s conversation continues like a song, echoing in every direction
filling me with beautiful lyrics, followed by fear. My
head is up, ears alert, and my eyes are as wide open as a full moon. My body
tightens as adrenalin flows. I’m ready to run or fight for my life. But out
here there isn’t anywhere to run. Sarcastically,
I grumble back at Chester, “Yeah right, I’m in a tent in the middle of
nowhere and coyote’s are howling all around me. Oh! Not to worry, he says.
They won’t hurt you, he says.” I look at him, “Are you crazy?” Chester
adds, “They are far away, they only sound nearby. They won’t come any
closer. Not as long as we have this fire going.” Neewa
raises her nose into the air, inhaling their scent. “Owww,
Owww Owwwwwww!” Neewa lets out a coyote howl the likes of which I’ve never
heard before. Neewa
is talking with them using perfect pitch and tone. My eyes begin to blink
nervously, uncontrollably, even faster then my hands are shaking from the fear
spreading through my body. I will lose her. This is it, surely she will run away
to be with her own kind. I
break down sobbing uncontrollably. Quickly before anyone sees, I gain control
and wipe the tears from my eyes and cheeks with the cuff of my sweatshirt
wrapped around the back of my hand. Neewa
is chained to a near by tree, stirring and pacing. She stares into the darkness
beyond the moonlight, as if she sees her cousins moving about, securing
positions, surrounding us. Shimmying
over the warm rocks in my sleeping bag, I lift myself out of the tent and walk
to her. I check her collar to make sure she cannot slip away. I pull her close
to me to break the spell she is in, tears fall to my cheeks. “Will
she run away?” I ask Chester who is sitting by the fire, after having built it
up for the long night ahead. “No
she will not run away, Neewa will keep them away from us.” Chester warns
walking away, “Don’t let her off that chain.” After
returning to my sleeping bag, I curl up with the stones, warm from the long
day’s sun. Stars are shinning brightly through the tent’s screen door.
Jackie and Dad are asleep already. I toss and turn, and then settle down again,
trying to sleep. “Ah,”
I sigh. My
eyes begin to close, then open, and close. Neewa howls a few more times in the
background. A few more howls come from the mountains and across the marsh. But
even that doesn’t keep me awake. Except for the frogs and crickets calling in
the night, it is quiet again and I fall asleep. *** Before
I know it morning arrives and the sun although not above the mountain peaks,
begins to illuminate the valley. I’m
waking up on a hill overlooking the vast Ruby Marshes. The mist hangs over the
water as the sun begins to unveil the ruby glow of the mountains to the west of
the marsh. Hurriedly
I look over at Neewa, she is still here. She whines signaling me she is ready to
get off the chain and go for her morning run. I let her go with great
apprehension as she disappears into the brush. “Neewa
stay close, don’t go running off!” I demand. I
walk to the campfire, a deep frown of worry on my forehead. “Bread
and coffee for breakfast, yum, that’s my favorite. Dad how long have you been
awake?” “Oh
just a little while. Here Tina try some of this.” “Hum,
that is good,” I smack my lips. “I
call it campfire toast and jam. Can you go wake Jackie?” Dad asks. “She’s
up, on her way back from the outhouse,” I answer. Jackie
joins us, everyone sips coffee and munches on toast and jam. “So,
are we going pine nut hunting or fishing?” Jackie asks. The
fog is burning off the blue green water. Chapter 36 - Pine Nuts
“So
Chester, where do you think we can start gathering the pine nuts?” Dad asks. He
answers, “On our way into the park I saw a pine forest about two miles from
here. That’s where we can start.” Piling
into the van we drive a couple miles and stop near a hill dotted with dark green
pine trees. After we pull the van off the road, we get out. I
look around, “So this is where we will find the pine nuts.” Neewa
runs off into the forest, she cannot help herself. She follows her nose to a
nearby trickling stream. All
of us walk the hundred or so yards to the middle of this mountain and plan our
strategy. Chester directs Jackie, Dad, and me up the ridge. While he and Marlene
go toward the lower end of the mountain. Dad,
Jackie, and I start up the hill in front of us, headed for higher elevations.
I’m in the middle of a deserted forest with no one around me for miles. Of
course there are probably wild coyote, deer, lots of prairie dogs, and who knows
what else out here. “I
think Neewa is looking for her uncles and cousins,” I huff and puff catching
my breath as we ascend, “The ones she was talking to last night.” Dad
is already ahead of us, leading the way up the ridge. The
trees are scruffy, short, and in small groups of five or six. Pruned by the
whipping winds coming off the desert, they resemble fifteen-foot high Japanese
Bonsai trees. Walking
on sandy dirt, ledge rock, and an occasional patch of Moss or Lichen, we march
on. Between the rock crevasses are clumps of grass and wild flowers. Brittle and
dry twigs crackle under my sneakers. Seeds
are brought here by animals or scattered about by the wind. Some fall on the
steep slopes and sprout, while others end up in soil made of decaying pine
needles and windblown dirt. Still others are brought by the infrequent rain
runoff. The trees here seem to be able to grow precariously anchored to scraps
of dirt and rock. According
to Chester the growing and harvesting of pine nuts is supposed to work like
this. Each pinion pine tree grows hundreds of pinecones with seeds in them
called pine nuts. As the pinecones mature they fall from the tree and open like
pedals of a blooming flower. Inside the pinecone scales are pine nuts ready to
be eaten. Jackie
and I reach the first pine trees and run under them glowing with excitement and
the anticipation of discovery. Beneath the trees are pinecones, spread about. We
move quickly to pick up the cones on the ground and inspect them, but there are
no pine nuts. Out of breath from the incline I run to the next grove of trees
gathering up more cones. As I break them apart with my hands, the dry scales
yield nothing but dust. “Jackie,”
I query, “Did you find any pine nuts?” “No,
no pine nuts, there are pinecones but no nuts in them.” I
pick up a couple of pinecones and squeeze them in my hands. They are brittle and
crumple into pieces. The broken identical scales are about a half-inch long and
a quarter-inch wide. Looking
over at Jackie, “Yuck! There are bugs in these cones.” Dusting
off the bugs and scale flakes from my hands, I run frenzied to the next tree and
pick up more cones. Breaking them apart one by one I expect to see beautiful
pine nuts falling gently into my hands. But instead I get more bugs and toss
this aside. Rubbing my hands till all the junk is gone, I stand still,
exasperated, and stare off into the valley. The
sun is hot and there is little wind. The only relief from the heat is the shade
of these trees. The sand and rock in the baron sections of the slopes around us
reflect the suns ray’s at us. I feel sweat dripping from my brow and beading
up on my lip. “Jackie,
maybe we’re doing something wrong? What if we are supposed to pick the
pinecones from the tree? Before they hit the ground and the bugs get them.” “Maybe
the bugs are eating the pine nuts?” Dad
walks by complaining, “I can’t find any pine nuts. You?” “No,”
We answer in agreement. “Just
bugs,” I add. He
walks away toward a stand of trees just above us on the slopping hillside
warning, “Be careful climbing those trees.” Lucky
thing, these are scrub pine trees. We are in a forest full of the shortest
full-grown trees on Earth. The trees don’t grow more then fifteen feet high
because the harsh winds prune the limbs and branches back all the time. With
no ladder or anything to stand on, Jackie cups her hands together and gives me a
boost up into a tree. This would never work back East where the trees are ten
times bigger. I
pull myself up onto the first branch and sit. Then reach down to help Jackie up.
Perched on the lowest branches, we start plucking pinecones and tossing them
down on the ground. After a good amount land below us, we jump down from the
tree. One by one we methodically bludgeon and pry open the new cones. I twist
and squeeze them, anticipating finding what I’m looking for. Struggling, I
fight to obtain the bounty of delicious oval white nuts. “No
pine nuts,” I frown throwing the remnants of the cones onto the ground. “No
pine nuts,” Jackie adds disgusted. It’s
clear to Jackie and I, there are no pine nuts here. Well, we’re pretty sure
there aren’t any. We
give up on the pine nut hunt and sit in the shade, throwing rocks down the hill.
They roll and bump over the outcrops of ledge and fall over the edge, out of
sight. I’ve
not seen or heard Neewa in a while as I get that sinking feeling. I
stand, “Neewa, Neewa, come Neewa,” I call out. After
hesitating and taking a deep breath I shout, “Neewa, Neewa.” Jackie
whistles, “Whewwwwwwwww, whewwwwww.” “I
wish I could whistle like you,” I lament looking at her. Waving
my hands in the air at her, “Listen Jackie, stop whistling, listen. I hear
something. It’s her.” Her
bark grows louder and louder, echoing over the mountainside. I anticipate her
running over the ridge and jumping up on me. “Come
girl, come on Girl!” Out of the blue she careens into us, stomping on our feet
as she gallops by almost bowling us over. Her paws spread wide as she grippes
the dirt, sand flies up behind her. Her muscles tighten to control her stop. I’m
so happy to see her you’d think we were separated for days, not minutes. I
cuddle her, patting her head, and stroking her soft coat. She positions herself
against my knee signaling me to scratch her behind the ears, which I do. From
the rock face where we stand, we begin walking up the ridge. Neewa quickly takes
point leading us along the rocky terrain. After a few moments she runs off
again, nose to the ground, having picked up a scent of something. She is on the
hunt, sniffing along the surface of the dirt, stalking her prey. We
meander along occasionally checking a pinecone or two, not wanting to give up.
Continuing on our hike, we are high above the road we left this morning.
I decide to escape the heat and hike toward a grove of trees. Chapter 37 - Juniper Berries
“What
are those trees up there?” I point looking to Jackie for an answer. “Juniper,
they are Juniper trees, a coniferous evergreen tree native to high mountain
desert forests,” The botanist in the family explains. We
reach the shade of the juniper grove, finally getting out of the sun’s direct
rays. Tired from the day’s events, I look for a place to sit and rest. I
pay no attention to Jackie as she inspects, shakes, and smells something in her
hands. “Look
at these purple berries from these trees and the little brown nuts I found on
the ground. What are they?” Jackie
begins rolling the little round things in her hand, “The purple berries from
the tree are the size of green peas. She breaks one open and inside the berry is
one of the beige nuts that looks like little an acorn. The beige acorn seeds on
the ground were once covered in a purple layer. But the coatings dry and fall
off, leaving these little brown acorn nuts.” Jackie
displays a handful of the nuts and giggles, “Dad look. I found these under the
Juniper trees over there, they have holes in one end.” Standing
shoulder-to-shoulder, each of us takes a nut from Jackie’s hand. A thorough
inspection concludes that every one of the nuts is about the size of a pencil
eraser, about five centimeters. And each one has the shape of a very tiny apple.
We stand inspecting the little nuts. “Jackie
your hands are disgusting,” We laugh, as I look down at my own too.
“Yuck!” They are covered in smudges of pine tar and dirt rubbed in. It’s
stuck to my skin like glue at a crafts table. I try to peel it off by scraping
it with a stick, then a rock. But it’s no use, it is dried on like cement. Dad
has sweat dripping from his head, and his shirt is wet around the collar and
back. By now Jackie and I are both wishing we had worn shorts. But it was so
cold this morning, and who would’ve thought it would be so hot this early. It
seems to be getting hotter by the minute. I
check the back of my hand. One of the beige nuts is stuck between my fingers.
Scrutinizing it, I inspect the incredibly perfect round hole in the middle of
the top. The opening is deep and goes almost all the way through to the bottom.
I hold it up to my eye to see if I can peer inside. The curious hole in the nut
makes it look like a tiny apple that’s been cored. But it’s not cored all
the way through. Nope, instead the one-centimeter wide tunnel ends just before
the bottom. Strangely
centered, each hole seems to be in the exact same location on each and every
nut. Perplexed, again I hold the juniper nut to my eye, looking into the dark
hole searching for a revelation as to how and why it is there? “How
did the hole get there Dad?” I inquire. Dad
shakes his head, “I don’t know, maybe that’s the way they are?” Jackie
declares, “I’ll show Chester, he will know. I’ll collect a bunch of them.
I’m sure they are juniper nuts but how the heck did that hole get there?” Dad
and Jackie begin gathering nuts sitting under the juniper trees. It’s too hot
to be moving around now. Minutes pass as I gaze into the blue sky and flora
covered marshes in the distance. We share several gulps of water from our
canteen and chill on the hillside. “I’m
going to look for Neewa,” I announce walking away from them, “Where are you
guys going to be?” Jackie
answers, “We’ll be right here under these shady trees.” “Stay
here,” I say, “So I can find you when I get back.” Jackie
calls to me as I disappear from sight, “Ok we’ll be waiting.” Walking
up the ridge, I feel the freedom of being on my own. I’m alone in the
wilderness with no one else around for miles. I
wonder what happen here long ago? Could I possibly be the first human to walk
through this forest in thousands of years? Maybe I’m the only human that ever
traveled here. Most likely Indians trekked here in the last hundred years. I’m
not the first nor will I be the last. Neanderthal
man camped here a hundred thousand years ago. He probably lived in a nearby cave
and painted the walls. It would be so cool to find one of those caves and
discover paintings never seen before. Approaching
the top of the hill, I call out, “Neewa, Neewa come.” Slipping
back into my imagination, I wonder if buffalo once roamed here. They came to
drink water and eat the grass at the marsh. Buffalo could’ve been hunted right
here where I’m standing. Maybe this was once a buffalo jump, where buffalo
were herded together and then stampeded off a cliff. Ancient
man used to kill the buffalo this way. They chased the buffalo around and around
in the canyon getting them all worked up. As the buffalo got more excited, they
were stampeded towards a cliff and then over the edge. They died or were so
badly injured it was easy for the hunters to finish them off. In
a history book I read, it said as many as a hundred buffalo would go off a cliff
at once. Indians waited near the bottom and killed the ones that lived with
spears and knives. It was gruesome. Indians
used all of the buffalo for one thing or another. It was their custom not to
waste anything. Clothing was made from the skins. Some hides were made into
blankets while others were used to cover tipis. Meat was dried into jerky so it
would not spoil in the summer. And in the winter, the meat was kept frozen
underground. Rambling
along I daydream about the Piute, Washoe, and Gosh Ute Indians that once roamed
this region. I wonder how they survived gathering roots and berries, and hunting
mule deer, and other animals. These
mule deer out West are similar to the white tail deer back East. Except the mule
deer is bigger, much bigger and their antlers are twice the size. Other than
that they have the same colored fur and just about everything else. Quiet
as a mouse, I approach the highest rocky peak on this mountain. Leaping from
rock to rock, I skip along forgetting about were I am and what I’m doing here. All
of a sudden, I hear a thud and feel a vibration under my feet. It travels up
through my knees and legs. Startled,
I look up at the blue western sky dotted with white fluffy clouds. The sun
glares back into my eyes. Chapter 38 - The Ghost of the Mule Deer
Suddenly
I focus on a pair of eyes looking right at me. Around those eyes is the face of
a mule deer, motionless, just twenty feet in front of me. Surrounding the
massive buck’s antlers is blinding sunlight obscuring his body. His eyes are
the color of rusted steel and his ears white as snow. His black nostrils are
flared wide open in his shiny wet nose, dripping stuff. He exhales snorting nose
spray to the ground at my feet. My
heart pounds as he looks through me, neither of us can believe our eyes. I am
frozen, unable to move for what seems like seconds, but is only tenths of an
instant. Fixed on his, I blink my eyes. But
he’s gone. Disappeared as if by magic without a sound or a trace of his path.
My mind floods with questions. Did I see what I think I saw? Where did he go? He
must have jumped through the air, soaring out of sight. I remain still, waiting
to feel the vibration as he lands, listening past the hilltop breeze for the
sound of his hooves striking the ground, galloping in retreat. But I feel
nothing, only the wind softly whistling in my ear and the sun warming my flush
skin. Was
it an illusion? Maybe I imagined the massive stag with giant antlers and
piercing eyes. Perhaps it was the branches of a tree hanging down, not antlers.
Possibly the deer head was a rock shaped by the wind and rain to look like the
head of a deer. Or maybe I just invented the whole thing. “I’ll
find out!” I streak to where he stood in a split second. Atop
the mountains highest point, I stare down from my new location at the previously
unseen valley before me. No trees block my view. Nor is the scant brush higher
than my ankles. The wind swept baron moonscape before me has little to obscure
his escape route. There are no juniper or pinion pine trees blocking my view. Nothing
is moving on the lifeless terrain. No rustling bushes or dried lifeless grasses
swaying. Neither is there dust kicked up into the air to reveal his path of
retreat. “Where
are you?” I shout stomping my feet. Scanning
from left to right, then right to left covering every possible direction of his
getaway. But I see no buck, not solitary deer on his way home from the marsh. No
heard of deer feeding on the hillside to which he might have belonged. “Nothing,”
I repeat, “Nothing?” Even
the wind that gives flight to hawks and vultures is still. I kneel down for a
ground level view to look out over the motionless vista, but nothing stirs. Maybe
he’s hiding somewhere, like lions do in the tall grasses of Africa, blending
in with the colors around them. Invisible I thought, just waiting for me to walk
away. Then he will continue on his path. After
a while, regrettably there is no living creature to be seen anywhere. Whatever
it was or is, it’s gone now. That’s
when I spot them, on the ground right in front of me, right where he stood. I
whisper, “Antlers.” They
seem unreal, out of place, as if they were put there, positioned upright, not
shed or dropped. Again
I glance back down the barren hillside straining to see the buck, but he is not
there. Quickly,
I glance back at the antlers. Much to my surprise they are still there. I rub my
eyes and focus, but the two perfectly symmetrical antlers do not disappear. They
remain upright. They
are large antlers, maybe three feet across, and would only fit upon a great stag
like the one I thought I saw. I
circle them, inspecting every detail, every sharp point. Unable to resist any
longer I kneel down and touch one of the smooth grooves on a shaft and run my
finger up the edge jumping from tip to tip, counting eight points each. Overcome
with the desire to hold one, I lift an antler into my arms. The shear weight and
girth almost bowls me over. I have to quickly regain my balance to keep from
falling. Then
it occurs to me, I couldn’t just leave them here and walk away. They
shouldn’t just stay here where no one will see them. Someone should keep them
for themselves. Maybe
they belong here in the wilderness with the wind, sun, and earth. After all this
is where they have been. They belong to no one. No one owns them. There are no
possessions out here. I don’t know what to do. Suddenly,
I hear the sound of something rushing straight at me. Turning
anxiously toward it, “Neewa Crap, You scared the hell out of me!” My
eyes shoot from Neewa back to antlers and back to Neewa again. “Neewa,”
my voice loud, “Where have you been?” I hold her face close to mine and look
into her eyes, “Did you see that buck?” She pulls away and jumps up on me. I
scratch her head behind the ears. She pushes her paws forward, then she shoves
me and jumps down. Running
around, she brushes her ribs against my knees signaling me to scratch her on the
top of her head. I promptly comply. In
a few seconds she and I are side by side on our way down the mountain to find
Jackie and Dad. “Neewa,
I saw this immense buck?” I tell her. Our
pace quickens down the hill. She runs out in front leading the way. Antlers
are awkward to carry. I’m having a hard time not sticking myself in one place
or another. Carrying both of them, I almost fall for the third time. It would be
like falling on a bunch of sharp daggers. In no time I would bleed to death.
Great! What an ending to our camping trip. I
can hear the reporter now, “Christina was mortally injured today when she fell
on a deer antler while hiking at Ruby Lake.” Yeah,
Ruby Lake where no man has walked for ten thousand years, Ha! Carefully, I
meander to the grove of Juniper trees where Dad and Jackie were last seen
collecting nuts. They are still relaxing in the shade, waiting for me. “Look!
Look at these!” Neewa runs over to Dad and Jackie for pets and hugs. “What
are they?” Jackie doesn’t know what they are. “Antlers,
they’re deer antlers,” I reply. “Wow,”
Dad cries out as he jumps to his feet. He takes one off my hands before I impale
myself. I
begin to recount the whole story as we walk down to the van. Nothing, not one
detail do I leave out. I begin with how I felt the pulsation of the deer’s
hooves through the ground. And then I describe the mule deer buck looking right
at me, eyes bugged out, snorting snot. Then I explain how he vanished into thin
air and how I tried to find it, but could not. Lastly, how I ran to the ridge,
exactly where the great buck had stood and looked everywhere. And then I
discovered the antlers, right where he stood. After
that, no one said a word or spoke of the antlers again. Jackie
is all excited about the juniper seeds and can’t wait to ask Chester about
them. I’m
anxious about the antlers and whether I did the right thing by taking them. How
will I explain it to Chester? And will Chester believe my story? What about how
the buck vanished and the antlers remained where he stood. This
is really silly no one will ever believe this story. I’m not sure Jackie and
Dad believe it. Chester will think I imagined it for sure. Dad,
Jackie, and me are at the van when Chester and Marlene arrive. Chester
shrugs his shoulders, “No pine nuts, we didn’t find any pine nuts. We found
empty pinecones and plenty of bugs in pinecones, but no pine nuts. How about you
guys?” “We
didn’t find any pine nuts either,” I reply looking at them. Jackie
runs up to Chester with a hand full of juniper nuts, “Look at these, we found
them under the trees on the ridge.” She
holds out her hand for Chester and Marlene to inspect. They each take a couple
of the nuts in their hands. Marlene
says, “I have no idea what they are, we don’t have them in Chicago,” She
giggles. Marlene
giggles a lot. Chester
rolls one between his thumb and pointer fingers. “Juniper nuts, these are so
cool, look at the light beige color around the top and the deep brown on the
rest of the nut. It looks like a tiny acorn.” Jackie
impatient and overly excited, “The hole, what about the hole? How did it get
there?” Chester
grins, “The prairie dog uses his hollow tooth to eat the middle of the nut.” Dad
exclaimed, “No way! That’s impossible, you are kidding right?” Chester
continues, “No, no kidding, the prairie dog places the Juniper nut in the
right position in his mouth. And then with his hollow sharp front tooth, he
bites down into the nut. The hollow tooth takes the meat out of the center of
the nut and the prairie dog eats it. Then he throws away the rest. That’s how
the nut gets the hole in it. Jackie
looks perplexed, not knowing what to say. She just holds the nut up to her eye
and looks at it. Dad
is still a non-believer and mutters, “I don’t believe that. It’s
impossible, each hole is exactly the same.” Chester
laughs, “That’s how they do it.” Jackie
asks, “Why doesn’t the hole go all the way through?” Chester
laughs, he’s always laughing, “Their tooth is not long enough.” Dad
continues to be skeptical, “I just can’t believe it, I’ve never heard of
such a thing.” Chester
makes his point, “I swear on my Chief.” I
have never heard Chester say that before. Though I can tell by the way he said
it, he’s serious. The Chief is the most reverent figure in the tribe, kind of
like the Queen of England. One
time I was on the reservation and a bunch of kids were playing football. An
argument broke out over an out of bounds call one of the players made. The
squabble was about to come to blows between two kids when the kid who called the
ball out said, I swear on my Chief. Everyone looked at each other, stopped
arguing and walked back to their positions to continue the game. The argument
was over, no one even mentioned it again. After
hearing Chester say that, Dad stops his opposition and without hesitation says,
“Wow! That is most amazing natural freaky thing I’ve ever heard of.” I
begin talking a mile a minute interrupting everyone, “Chester listen to this,
I saw this massive deer, a buck, his silhouette was surrounded by the sunlight.
He was only twenty feet away from me. His eyes were locked onto mine. I could
hardly believe it. I watched him stare back at me. We both stood motionless,
eyes transfixed on each other. I
blinked my eyes still looking right at him, and he disappeared! Right in front
of my eyes, gone, vanished. I
thought he jumped over the ridge so I ran up to where he stood and looked
everywhere, but I saw no deer and nothing moving anywhere.” Chester’s
eyes become as wide as light bulbs as I pull the antlers from the trunk of the
van, “I found these antlers lying right where he stood.” He
cries out, “You found those, you lucky duck, all by yourself, no one else?” “Yes,
yes, no one else, all by myself,” I exclaim. Chester
becomes serious, “This is a really important question. Were the antlers
standing straight up?” “Yes,
Yes, they were pointing straight up, as if placed,” I reply, my voice shaking. There
is silence. Chester looks at each of us and then at the antlers again. He
appears to be trying to make a decision as to whether or not to tell us what
he’s thinking. Chester
grumbles with his head down as if revealing a secret, “You saw the Spirit
Deer.” “What
is that?” I sigh knowing for sure that I had no business taking the antlers
off the mountain. “It’s
the Spirit Deer,” Chester declares smiling, “He left the antlers to kill the
bear. Bear will trip and fall onto the antlers and die when they pierce his
heart.” Chester
continues, “Listen to me, I will tell you the Indian legend, A Buck And A
Bear. The story goes something like this. A bear with two cubs and a buck with
two fawns shared the forest. The bear trapped the buck and ate it for dinner.
The two fawns were angry at the bear for eating their father. To get revenge,
the fawns tricked the bear into killing and eating its own cubs. Now the bear
wanted payback for this trick and chased the two fawns into the forest. At
this time the great buck’s spirit returned from the Spirit World as the Spirit
Deer to revenge his own death and to protect his fawns. Spirit Deer appeared
before his children, the fawns, and told them to lead the bear across a rickety
bridge onto a nearby island. The
bear followed the scent the fawns purposely laid down. On the other side of the
bridge the Spirit Deer placed its antlers pointing straight up. Stork,
an ally to Spirit Deer stood in the water next to the wobbly bridge made from
logs, sticks, and mud. As the bear began to cross the bridge stork pulled a
single twig from the bottom. The unsound bridge fell apart and the bear tripped,
stumbled, and fell onto the antlers. They pierced his heart and killed him
instantly. It
is the Spirit Deer’s alliance with the wise Stork that enabled him to kill the
bear. Indian legend has it that the same Spirit Deer still roams this forest
setting traps for the bear.” “Chester,
am I in trouble? Should I have left the antlers back in the forest?” I
shudder. Chester
looking somewhat puzzled answers, “No Christina you are not in trouble. You
came face to face with Spirit Deer.” “Should
I put them back now, the antlers? I can put them back. I know where I found
them,” I add. “No,
you must keep them. He gave them to you to teach you two lessons. One is not to
be tricked by a bear. And two, make alliances with the stork. That is what you
must learn from the gift of the Spirit Deer.” Chester
spoke with a puzzled look on his face, “Maybe you will be a powerful chief
some day and wear these antlers at a Pow Wow in the Deer Dance.” I
slump down into a sitting position next to the car with one antler in my hands,
“Chester my head is spinning with spirits and legends. I saw the Deer Dance at
the Pow Wow, a Chief turned into the Spirit Deer.” Nothing
more is said, we all get in the van and head back to our campsite. It was a
quiet ride. Arriving
at our campsite, we pack up our tents and cooking stuff, and drive away headed
home. I’m
still anxious about keeping the antlers. Maybe they belong where I found them,
on that ridge overlooking the marshes and the valley. I should never have taken
them. They belong in the forest. They are not mine. Oh
my god, I’m going to torture myself about this for the entire ride home. When
I get home I’m going to give those antlers a thorough going over in the lab.
They must have some kind of supernatural power. After all that was a Spirit
Deer. I
still can’t believe we came all the way out here with no meters or cameras. I
should’ve at least brought an EMF meter or something, even the thermal
infrared camera. Though I never would have gotten a picture of that deer, he was
too fast. I saw him for not even a second. If I even saw him at all. It’s
late when we arrive back in town. We drop off Chester and Marlene first and then
go straight home. As
we pull into the driveway I call out, “Shower.” That’s a signal not to
mess with me as there is only one shower and I’m getting it first before
Jackie uses up all the hot water. With
hot water pouring all over me, I begin to feel human again. There were no
showers at Ruby Lake and the bathrooms are primitive, which means they are
outhouses, pretty awful. This
time Jackie has to wait until I’m done, then she can take her bath, she loves
her baths. Chapter 39 - Going Back East
Oh
crap, morning is here already. I sit on the side of my bed, getting dressed. And
run out the door to catch my school bus. Whew,
I barely made it. Today is the last day of school for the year, thank God.
Sitting in my usual seat, I look around at my schoolmates. All of who are still
strangers. My
stop is the last one before we get to school. Today I’ll walk through all my
classes, give back all my books, and clean out my locker. No parties to go to,
no signing of yearbooks, and definitely no crying in the hallway. I’ve done
all that. Then it will be time to go home. I’ve
been in this town for almost a year, its time to leave. I really miss all my
friends, Grandma and Grandpa too. Maybe Mom will be back from Canada when we get
home. I can’t wait to tell her all the cool stuff I’ve been doing. But
first, California, I have to go to California and see the Pacific Ocean and San
Francisco. We
can do lots of ghost hunting on our way to California. It will be the adventure
of a lifetime. Dad
has a pretty good job waiting for him in New Jersey. He says he’ll be working
by the Delaware Bay at a government office. But if that doesn’t work out, his
old boss in Maryland said he is welcome to come back there. Maryland is only
three hours from home. At least, I’ll be a lot closer to home then we are way
out here. New
Jersey would be all right for a year or two, but I don’t want to stay in New
Jersey for the rest of my life either. I’m not going to college in New Jersey,
that’s for sure, anywhere but there. My
plan is either to live with Grandma in Florida or my uncle in California. *** “Hey
Dad, did you ever check out that recording of Neewa eating the pumpkin pies?” “No,
I forgot all about it.” Dad
asks, “What about the antlers, did you check them out?” “Yeah
the antlers have nothing, I put the EMF meter on them and a few other meters
too, but no readings at all, nothing. They’re packed in one of the boxes ready
to go back East.” Dad
suggests, “I can queue up the Flying Neewa eating pumpkin pies tape. I have to
download all those files onto my pc anyway. You want to help me?” “Sure
lets do it,” I answer enthusiastically. In
short order, Dad has everything set up. The camera and hot wire are already
connected to the computer. He
sits in front of the pc, “Ok click download, now click camera, capture, save,
okay, now publish.” I
wait till the entire file is finished. “We
got it,” The file is saved to the desktop. “Dad
play it back,” anxious to see the tape, “Hurry up.” “Ok
Christina watch this, I have some stuff to do.” When
Neewa tripped the motion detector the camera was lying on its side. In the frame
is Neewa already on the countertop with the view flipped ninety degrees. The
video of Neewa shows her eating the pies all right, but only a partial view. I
can see a portion of her ivory white fur in the foreground and part of one
pumpkin pie. I cannot see her eating the other two pies though, but I can hear
her. As
I continue watching the tape, Neewa sniffs the camera and licks the lens. She
can hear the camera running. Now
I hear her swallowing the pieces of pie, gobbling them down. It’s almost like
she is consuming a whole pumpkin pie at once. Next the pie plate in view is
being licked. Another
pie plate on the counter rattles around like a thunderstorm as she cleans that
one off. Then plates hit the floor and Neewa jumps down to finish up the rest.
The sound of her pawing and slapping down a plate and then licking it clean is
woefully repeated. I listen to the next pie plate being cleaned. The
kitchen window in the background was about the only other thing I could see. All
the sounds of Neewa’s feast are recorded, right up until the camera shuts
itself off. Turns out there are no pictures of Neewa levitating onto the
three-foot high counter top. I’ll never prove that she flew. Still I wonder
how in the world did she get up there? Chapter 40 - Beading Juniper Nuts
The
phone rings, I pick it up holding it inches from my ear, wondering who could
this be? It’s Diane on the other end inviting Jackie and me to come over to
her house and do some beading. Don’t forget to bring Neewa she says before
hanging up. I’m
excited about beading. I
request, “Dad, meet us at Diane’s at four o’clock.” Jackie
and I start walking over to Diane’s. I
like Heather but she is the medicine woman of the tribe and sometimes she gives
me the creeps. I want Dad to be with me when I’m there or I will be totally
freaked out. Remember
what happen the last time we were at Heather’s house? There was that fierce
windstorm that scared the crap out of me. We were outside, covered in sand, and
that dust devil came flying into Heather’s yard, chasing us into the house. Heather
said it was an evil Spirit Devil in the dust devil that wanted to posses me. But
Heather protected us with her powders, throwing the sacred stuff all over us and
into the woodstove. Oh my god, that was too creepy. Heather
said in a really weird voice, “Go devil, leave us you demon.” I
can’t get those words out of my head. Maybe
it was Heather who made the dust storm with the evil Spirit Devil. I don’t
know if I should even be at Heathers? After
it was over, Heather gave us herbs to protect us from evil. I wish I had them in
my pocket right now. But they are packed away with my clothes, the antlers, and
our entire collection of ghost hunting equipment. Except for the stuff that goes
back to Dad’s work. He’s going to return all of it at the end of the week,
his last day. Neewa
is all excited as we arrive at Diane and Heather’s house. I thought Neewa
should wait outside with the kids in the Diane’s neighborhood? They love to
play with her. Though they make fun of her tongue hanging out the side of her
mouth. “Neewa!”
Heather exclaims petting and hugging her, “You come right into my house, I
want you here with me.” Diane
smiles at Neewa as she holds the door open and watches her slip in. She runs in,
galloping through the house, smelling every room, especially the kitchen, which
she scourers for scraps. Diane
motions Jackie and me to come over to the kitchen table. She has her beading
stuff on the table. We brought her a couple of strands of yellow beads that Dad
had given us. Diane places them with all of her beads. I see bright turquoise
blue, red coral, white, and black beads. She has rolls of silky string and
silver clasps in the center of the table. We
park ourselves down and she shows us some basic beading designs. After that we
each take a sowing needle, some fishing line, and begin stringing beads from our
trays. In
silence, I look around her home. The house has not changed since I was last
here. Using
a loom is what I want to learn. I saw some beading techniques for looms in a
display at the tribal building. Loom beading creates the most intricate designs,
like ones you see in museums and galleries. I’m
a stringing beads onto a necklace when I look up and see Diane run her needle
through a small acorn like bead. “What
is that?” I ask. She
answers, “It’s a juniper bead.” I
exclaim, “The one’s the prairie dogs bite a hole in?” Diane
looks puzzled, “Yes the prairie dogs do bite a hole into the nut. They put a
circular tunnel almost all the way through to the end. I push a heavy sowing
needle through the bottom of the nut to make it into a bead. Then I string the
juniper beads in patterns with other beads. Here look at this one.” Diane
holds up a bracelet with juniper nuts placed every third bead. “No
way!” Jackie jumps up and stands behind Diane for a closer look. “Way!”
I say. Pointing
at the bracelet I say to Jackie, “They’re like the ones you found out at
Ruby Lake. Diane makes them into beads and strings them.” Jackie
takes one of the juniper nuts from Diane’s beading tray and rolls it between
her two fingers. Nodding
her head in agreement, “Yup it’s the same. That’s amazing. Look how cool
they look in that bracelet, awesome.” “Show
me how you get the hole the rest of the way through,” Jackie leans over
Diane’s tray. Diane
picks up another nut, “The prairie dog leaves some of the shell at the bottom
when it bites down. I just push the needle through the bottom of the whole like
this.” Quietly
we observe as she picks up another nut and slides the heavy sowing needle
inside. Then positioning it over some cardboard, she pushes the needle down,
puncturing a small hole thru the remaining portion of the nut. Thus, making a
juniper nut into a beautiful juniper bead. Jackie
reaches into her pocket and pulls out a handful of clean, shinny ones from Ruby
Lake and puts them in Diane’s tray. “Wow,
where did you get all those?” Diane turns to look at Jackie puzzled. Jackie
smiles, “They are from Ruby Lake, the Spirit Deer gave them too me.” Diane
asks, “The Spirit Deer? When did you meet the Spirit Deer?” Jackie
says, “Well, I didn’t but Christina met him on a trail.” We
all laugh and continue beading. Diane
adds a handful of juniper beads to each of our beading trays. We string them
with the other colorful beads. I
remark, “The juniper beads have the best natural color. Don’t you think?” We
all nod our heads in agreement. Diane
says, “The Spirit Deer is very important to us. If you are in his favor, he
will protect you from evil. But if you are his enemy, he will pierce your heart
with his antlers.” Jackie
speaks, “She is in his favor, Chester said he left the antlers for her.” Looking
at Diane to see her reaction I say, “I knew I should have left those antlers
where I found them.” Diane
replies, “You were given the antlers of the Spirit Deer?” Chapter 41 - Diane’s Secret
“I
have a secret everyone in our tribe knows, but we don’t tell white people,”
Diane pauses and looks at both of us for a moment. “The
Chief is my father and his wife is my mother. When I was a baby they gave me to
Heather. She is my mother now. I was a gift to her, Napittu—h is our word for
present.” “My
blood Mom and Dad have nine other children, my brothers and sisters. My Chief
wanted Heather to have a child to help her and follow in her footsteps.” The
Chief said to Heather, “Teach her to be the Shaman of my people.” Diane
is moving about the beading table helping us. She looks at us out of the corner
of her eye, observing our reaction to the secret. Diane
says, “They gave one of their own children away. Heather raised me from when I
was a little baby. She takes care of me and I take care of her.” Heather
is watching us with her steel gray eyes, looking into my soul. She has deep
wrinkles in her forehead from her many years. Her skin looks grey, like her
hair. Heather
speaks, “No one wanted this land so they gave it to us. This land is not good
for much of anything. It’s just desert and sagebrush. We are on the outskirts
of town, on the edge of the desert. There is no one but a few Indians here.” I
can hear the wind howling. Sand is being picked up by gusts of wind and sounds
like hail as it hits the windows. Heather
speaks proudly, “My son and my daughter are grown now, and they have their own
lives. Chester likes to hunt and fish. But his favorite thing to do is painting.
He’s such a good painter. Linda is going to be a doctor. I miss her so
much.” I
interrupt, “I met Linda at the basketball game, she is so cool. We went to the
Pow Wow with her. She danced the Shawl Dance, it was awesome.” Jackie
adds, “I liked the bead designs on her cloths. And that deer skin dress and
those moccasins she had on, can I get them in my size?” At
that moment I recall Heather dancing at the Pow Wow. I can almost hear the
musicians, and see the smoke hanging in the great hall. What I remember most is
the moment when she disappeared right in front of my eyes. Looking
straight at her, “How did you disappear?” “Oh
that,” She replies, “That is something one shaman passes on to another. I
can’t tell anyone for fear that an Evil Spirit Devil will learn the secret.” Chester
and Dad arrived at Heathers house. Chester knows we will be going back East
soon. He looks serious as he walks over to the beading table. Neewa
greets Chester with a wagging tail and a few nudges to his palm with her cold
wet nose. Chester
reaches down and scratches Neewa behind her ears and under her chin, “Neewa,
how you doing girl.” He massages her head with his two strong hands and
scratches her behind the ears. I
give Dad a dirty look, letting him know I’m pissed that he’s late. He knows
we don’t want to be at Heathers alone, its creepy. I continue beading. Chester
looks at us and says, “How you guys doing?” I
say, “I’m fine.” Jackie
says, “Good Chester, how are you?” Chester
says, “Oh, I’m fine.” Chapter 42 - The Medicine Woman’s Mystery is
Revealed
Chester
speaks, “You guys need to be told something very important before you go back
East. Lets all sit down and talk about what you must know.” This
sounds serious, “I knew I shouldn’t have taken those antlers.” Chester
speaking softly, “It’s okay Christina, the antlers are a gift from the
Spirit Deer. He is grateful for the good deeds you have done. The Spirit Deer
will protect you from evil, and you must keep his watch over you a secret.” I
reply anxiously, “What deeds? I didn’t do any deeds?” “Oh
yes you did, but you did not know it,” He is quick to add. “The first good
deed was adopting Neewa at the pound and saving her Spirit. If Neewa had stayed
at the pound much longer, she would have been euphemized.” “What
spirit?” I shudder. Heebe-tee-tse’s
Spirit, an Indian worrier who died in the late 1800’s. His body was never
found and his spirit has been wandered the desert ever since. He has been unable
to return home to be at rest in our sacred burial ground. But he kept searching
for a way home to us. When Neewa was born on the desert, the Spirit Being of
Heebe-tee-tse entered her body and he is still there. “Oh
brother,” I gasp. Chester
smiles, “Your second deed was saving Neewa from dying of distemper. By
bringing her to Doctor Cuthberson you saved her and Heebe-tee-tse’s spirit in
Neewa from certain death. If Neewa had died, Heebe-tee-tse’s Spirit Being
could have been lost. Doctor
Cuthberson, a trusted Shaman learned of Heebe-tee-tse’s spirit when Neewa
stayed overnight at his animal hospital. He spoke to Heebe-tee-tse and made
preparations for him to enter our sacred burial ground. Chester
continues, “Do you remember the tribal building and the Tribal Historian
Members Project? All the members that have ever lived are listed on that wall.
We are always looking for lost ancestors like Heebe-tee-tse who are trying to
return to us to be At Rest.” Remember
the little girl at the Tribal History meeting? She said, did you know Neewa has
a Spirit? Since
that moment everyone knew about Heebe-tee-tse coming home. We have all been
waiting to welcome him.” Jackie
interrupts, “So let me get this right, Neewa is a Spirit Being of this worrier
Heebe-tee-tse?” Chester
sighs, “Well not exactly, you see it is not Neewa who is a Spirit Being, but
the Spirit Being is in Neewa’s body.” “Oh,
I get it now, Neewa’s possessed,” Jackie clarifies. Chester
persists, “When Neewa was born near Heebe-tee-tse’s grave he took refuge in
Neewa’s body, he possessed her, but not in a bad way. He will not harm her.” I
break in, “Dad, what about my dream, the one where I was looking for Neewa’s
family in the desert. Remember I read the newspaper about the hiker who saw the
white German shepherd family digging up the bones of the gambler…. And right
next to the gambler was the grave of the Native American Indian who was over a
hundred years old.” Heather
adds, “We have been protecting Neewa and all of you since we have known about
Heebe-tee-tse. Do you recall when Chester put the charm on Neewa’s collar when
you came back from the ghost town? The charm is a Katsina, a sacred symbol that
protects the wearer from evil trespassers. This Katsina is called Wuyak-Kuita
and affords it’s wearer safe travel. Chester got it from Doctor Cuthberson who
also placed a potion in the Wuyak-Kuita charm. The potion guarded Neewa against
the evil Devil Spirits who wanted to take Heebe-tee-tse’s spirit for
themselves and evil. And the jingle ding sound coming from the charm is an
incantation. A magical spell to shelter you and your family from evil.” Heather
continues telling of events in my life and she was not even there, “All of you
had encounters with evil. Remember you met George Spahn at the general store
near Manny’s house. You did not like the way he looked at you. He is a dead
man. It was his ghost that invited all of you to his ranch. He would’ve killed
Heebe-tee-tse and substituted an evil Devil Spirit in Neewa. The evil Devil
Spirits at his ranch take bodies and souls of those who fall into their trap.
They want to come to live with our people, but they are evil and we do not want
them.” Heather
smiles, “What’s more, have you forgotten what happen on the fishing trip?
The gunshot that hit the ground near your van saved you from a Devil Spirit
stalking Neewa and Heebe-tee-tse. A Chosen One, who sees, fired that shot. He
was not shooting at you or your family. His bullet was meant to defeat the evil
stalker. Furthermore remember my house? I used yellow and blue powders to
vanquished the evil spirit in the dust devil? So you see, we have all been
protecting you.” Chester
speaks adding still more archival proof to my already overflowing to capacity
encounters with demons and evil spirits, “At the Pow Wow when the Deer Dance
was performed and that Chief transformed himself into the Spirit Deer. That
Spirit Deer has been following you and Neewa ever since the Pow Wow. At Ruby
Lake the ghost of the mule deer was the Spirit Deer that left his antlers as a
gift for you and Neewa for helping Heebe-tee-tse. And
you heard the howling coyotes at Ruby Lake? They too were evil and wanted the
power of Heebe-tee-tse’s spirit for themselves, but Spirit Deer and the herbs
Heather gave you warded off the attack.” Chester
adds, “Heather is certain you are safe now. You must always keep the antlers
and charm you have been given. Never give them away or lose them, as they will
keep you safe from the evil ones.” Heather
talks to Dad, Jackie and me, “I have another secret. No one will put a new
house here in place of this old one. Under my house is our sacred burial ground
where all our Indian Spirit Beings are resting. We cannot disturb them, the
Spirit Beings must stay here forever.” Chester
interrupts, “Now I have to tell you quickly because they will be here soon.” I
ask, “Who will be here soon?” Jackie
looks up as she is finishing her necklace, “Who else is coming to the beading
party?” Heather
and Chester smile and say in unison, “The Spirit Beings!” Jackie
puts her face down on the table and coverers her head with her arms. Dad comes
to the table and sits between us, putting his arms around us both. Heather
speaks, “Chanting will be starting in Linda’s room. The Spirit Beings are
creating the sounds of the wind and the smells of fire and earth. The ceremony
has begun. First,
the exorcism of Heebe-tee-tse from Neewa’s body, then the Spirit Beings will
assist Heebe-tee-tse in entering the Spirit World through our sacred ground.
Neewa will be the same coy dog you know and love after it is over.” I
can smell burning roots, herbs, and sweet flowers. The smoke is swirling by the
candlelight as Neewa walks behind the curtain. Flickering light is coming from
behind the woven divide separating us from the Spirits. Mystical yellow and blue
smoke churns overhead. Heather
exclaims, “We are close, the Spirit Beings are thanking you and Neewa.” Dad
squeezes Jackie and me tighter. Seconds pass like minutes. Chanting
and drumming radiate from behind the curtain. “Hey Hey Hey Hey Ya Ya Ya… Ya
Ya Ya….” The
High-pitched screeches echo in my ears and through my head. Soft then loud
rhythms repeat. The
chants of the spirits send chills down my spine, “Hey Hey Hey Hey Ya Ya, Ya Ya,
Ya Ya,” Visible
through an open crack, shadows of awkward human shapes move about on Linda’s
wall. Above the woven blankets strange forms move in circles on a visible slice
of ceiling. Frightened
by the appearance of Heather leaving the back room, I’m startle and almost
fall backwards off my seat. Heather
nods and smiles a great big smile, “The Spirit Beings are thankful,
Heebe-tee-tse is home, at rest. No longer wondering the desert, he has left
Neewa’s body and is where he belongs. All the Spirit Beings are celebrating
with him.” Jackie
speaks softly, “The ghost hunting equipment is at home, but all the ghosts are
here.” I
whisper to Dad, “Okay, so we don’t have scientific proof that there are
ghosts, but there is no doubt about it in my mind. There are ghosts here.” Just
at that moment Neewa runs out from behind the curtain and jumps onto my lap. I
hold her close to me as she thumps her tail against my legs, wagging it
vigorously. The charm around her neck is jingling as she licks my face. “Yuck,
stop it Neewa.” Chapter 43 - The End
I
wake up in my bed with Neewa standing over me licking my face. As I push her
away, she sits down at the foot of the bed staring at me with her tongue hanging
out of the side of her mouth. I
laugh, “Neewa, you are too cute, I love you.” Just
then Dad yells from the kitchen, “Christina get up, you’ve been asleep for
the entire morning. We are all packed and leaving for California tomorrow. You
have time to visit your friends to say good-bye. Don’t forget Diane, Heather,
Chester, and Marvin. I’ll call the Burn’s, Manny and Margaret, Doctor
Cuthberson, and Linda. You and your sister have to stay together until we
leave.” THE END Watch
for these volumes of Neewa The Wonderdog and the Ghost Hunters. The
Ghosts of the Northeast appear in this adventure. Meet the Death Demon, and
follow Neewa as she is threatened by an attack of by the Wild Dogs of Woodstock.
Next she joyously visits Boston and attends a ivy league concert. In
this episode of the Ghosts of the Delmarva Peninsula, Neewa travels in the
American South. She catches shad in the Choptank River and oysters in the
Chesapeake Bay. She digs antiques and the treasure of the pirates of the
Chesapeake Bay. While swimming and exploring here she searches for James A.
Michener in St. Michaels. But discovers the presence of a ghost from a French
soldier from the war of 1812, left behind after everyone else had left. In
the Ghosts of the West Pickles the cat, Sheba the German Shepard, and Neewa have
many escapades. Sheba and Neewa swim and body surf in the Pacific Ocean.
Together they travel to the Rocky Mountains, Pueblo ruins, and are overwhelmed
at the Ghost Ranch in the Grand Canyon. They even visit Mt. Rushmore, but
Pickles does not want to go. On
the East Coast, Vampires stalks Neewa as she travels in New Jersey. There she
and Lizzy the Spaniel face tragedy. Neewa comes face to face with evil in So Ho,
New York City. She survives an attack of the Ghost of the North East blackout
and matches wits with a clever squirrel from Brooklyn. |
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